lohen bf headcannons w a reader that engages in cutting
healthy
• careful with touching you, mindful to not grab any part of your body that has fresh cuts
• if he catches you, he’ll rush over to pry the tool from your hands and throw it away. he’s mad, but not at you. mad he couldn’t catch you sooner
• obsessively checks your body, making sure there’s no new marks. if there are, he has you explain yourself with you in his arms, soothingly petting your head
• a little controlling, but he will rummage through your room/house to throw away any tool that you’d use. he just wants you safe
• he hates your scars because they remind him of a time he wasn’t there, but they don’t disgust him
• will count all your scars as a pastime, no matter how many. will plant kisses on all of them
• if he catches you, he’ll help you with aftercare. don’t move a muscle, he’ll dab away all the blood and carefully disinfect all the cuts, no matter how deep you went. he’ll place bandages/wrap up the wound carefully. it’s kindove hard for him cause his vision is so blurry, but he’s skilled in wound care
• won’t force you to talk about why you do it, but he wants you to contact him whenever you feel the urges, no matter what time of the day it is. you’ll never bother him. you don’t have to even mention you feel urges, just talk to him