Dec 10, 2023
i have a particular fondness for scenes in media that read like sex scenes even tho no sex is actually happening...which is also why the last jacemond scene in ch1 of CTF is one of my fav things i've ever written😶🌫️🥰
#the way i was digging my nails into my palms to refrain from using the word thrust when aemond got jace on the table#jace expressly swearing his consent to be harmed by aemond...not realizing...yeah#the knife switching hands and drawing blood...the tease of it all#valyrian wedding metaphors but also...consummation metaphors...#jace calling erryk inside as witness smth smth bedding ceremony metaphors...#i hope someone sees these tags bc in hindsight i really did go ham writing that scene LMAO#head in hands i need a concentrated iv drip of the motivation i had back then#author notations#jacemond#ctf#scene writing