#autoforcemasc

[cryptidko]

I need to be sedated like a rabid dog and have another man rip my uterus out of my body with with his bare hands while I'm awake. I need him to do it in a grimy room where if I die at least I'll die a man.

I need to wake up in a tub full of ice with my hands bloody as I trace the shitty sutures, he holds my face too and gets it bloody as well.

I need him to whisper it's over, I need to shed that organ and leave it all behind in that room to rot. I need to leave the room and realize it was never someone else doing that to me, there was only a mirror and me in the room.

I'll poison my blood with life.

I need to make myself a man.

I will make myself a man even if it kills me.