ah. maybe the reason i make fun of "white girls who love autumn" is because i am a lot like them, except not a girl, and the mockery helps me distance myself from the dysphoria of association with a feminine stereotype
"haha with their fur booties" but i have fur lined boots. in a superior style of course but there was a time where i craved the stereotypical kind.
"and their starbucks" i love coffee just not brand worship
"pumpkin spice coffee" i love coffee and spekulatius so like. i get it
every year when autumn comes it feels like im coming alive again. thats a good thing. i should stop worrying about stereotypes and gender roles and just enjoy (and stop making fun of people)