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[elegancesama]

When you get this, reply with five things that make you happy and send it to the last ten people that reblogged something from you! :)

Feeling my babies moving around in my belly.

The excitement on my girls’ faces when they teach themselves something new.

Seeing calm wash over Masato’s features when he inhales my scent after he’s had a long day.

Getting messages in my inbox.

Playing with my pets. 

[sonoman]

You forgot 51!

Turning senile. Filling it out now.

[sonoman]

All of the Valentine's. Suffer.

I will eat your face. Doing it now, hahaha.

1:Do you have a crush at the moment?With my badassery self.2:Have you ever been deeply in love?Yes.3:Longest relationship you’ve ever been in?3 years, I believe.4:Have you ever changed for someone?No, do not think so.5:How is your relationship with your ex?It’s fine, actually.6:Have you ever been cheated on?No.7:Have you ever cheated?Yes.8:Would you date someone who’s well known for cheating?No, which is contradicting since I am guilty of it.9:What’s the most important part of a relationship?Chemistry.10:Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?Flings.11:When you are dating someone do you believe in going on “breaks”?I used to. Not so sure anymore.12:How many people have you ever hooked up with?Sex? I have no clue.13:What’s one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?Not saying what I wanted to say, not doing what I wanted to do. Otherwise, no regrets.14:What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?According to the law. 13 outside, 18 in Tokyo.15:Do you believe in the phrase “age is just a number”?Yes, I do.16:Do you believe in “love at first sight”?No, but lust.17:Do you believe it’s possible to fall in love on the internet?Through texting, in that sense, maybe.18:What do you consider a deal breaker?As in, breaking up? When somebody doesn’t accept my privacy.19:How do you know it’s time to end a relationship?You just know, but you’ll drag it out for another month or two before you actually break up, hahaha.20:Are you currently in a relationship?No.21:Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?Yes I do.22:Do you think people should date their friends?Why not?23:How many relationships have you had?Can’t remember, a few.24:Do you think love can last forever?I am sure it can, but it is rare.25:Do you believe love can conquer all things?Definitely.26:Would you break up with someone your parents didn’t approve of?No, I’d just push even more, haha.27:If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?Get out before it’s too late.28:Do you think long distance relationships can work?They can.29:What do you notice first about another person?Their voice.30:Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?Straight.31:Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?No, it’s a part of them.32:Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?Can’t say I have.33:Do you want to get married one day?Been there, done that.34:What do you think about getting your partner’s name tattooed?No.35:Could you be in a relationship without sex?No, not that either.36:Are you still a virgin?Yes, my halo is tingling innocently.37:What’s more important: Looks or personality?In most cases, looks, since that’s the first thing you look at.38:Do you enjoy love films?No, I prefer anime.39:Have you ever given anyone/received roses?I have received and given roses.40:Have you ever had a valentine?Yes.41:What’s your imagination of a “perfect date”?At home naked in bed eating junk food and drinking beer.42:Have you ever read “Romeo & Juliet”?No, I haven’t.43:What’s more important: Your partner or your friends?Equal. But friends.44:Would you consider yourself “romantic”?No, not at all.45:Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?I’m sure.46:Have you ever been “friendzoned”?Not that I know of.47:Which “famous couple” is your favorite?I do not have one. 48:What’s your favorite love song?Not that either..49:Have you ever broken someone’s heart?Several times.50:If you’re single, why do you think you are?Because I want to be single.51:Would you rather date someone who’s rich but a douchebag or someone who’s poor but a nice guy?I guess this applies for a girl too? Probably rich but a douchebag. Sorry. Hahaha.

52:Are you good at giving other people advice regarding dating/ relationships?Sometimes, I am sure.53:Are you jealous of couples when you’re single?Not at all.54:How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?I would never make my relationship official. I can not stand it.55:Would you consider yourself “clingy”, “overly attached” or “jealous”?Jealous, possibly, sometimes.56:Have you ever “destroyed” a relationship?Yes.57:Do you think it’s silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?No, but you shouldn’t think further about it.58:Are you the “dominant” or the “submissive” part in a relationship?Dominant.59:Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner’s birthday or your anniversary?I do not think so.60:What’s your opinion on open relationships?They never work.61:Who’s more important: Your partner or your family?Family.62:How do you define “cheating”?Feelings for somebody else.63:Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?No? Hahaha.64:Do you think Valentine’s Day is overrated?Nah, let them have their holiday.65:Would you consider yourself a “cuddler”?Not in the least.

[devilish-hizumi]

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Send ✉ for an 2 AM text

[text] I hope I'm not waking you up, but if you're still awake, wanna go for a late night walk?[text] And if I woke you up, if I invite you to McDonalds you won't hate me for that, right?

[drxaiden]

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What are you to me (check all that apply)?[] A stranger.[ x ] A friend.[] A best friend.[] A crush.[] A girlfriend/boyfriend.[] A fiance/fiancee.[] A husband/wife.[] A family member.

Where did I meet you?[] A bar.[] A party.[] The movies.[] The internet.[] Work.[] School.[] Church.[ x ] Other. (Randomly?)

How long have I known you?[ x ] A year or less.[] Two or three years.[] Four or five years.[] Six to ten years.[] 11+ years.

I think you are (check all that apply):[] Annoying.[ x ] Kind.[] Rude.[ x ] Generous.[] Selfish.[] Frugal.[] Fickle.[ x ] Funny.[ x ] Polite.[ x ] Daring.[] Cowardly.[ x ] Sweet.[ x ] Attractive.[] Ugly.[ x ] Messy.[] Neat.[ x ] Cool.[] Dorky.[] Smart.[] Stupid.[] Immature.[ x ]Mature.[] Weird.

If you were caught in an explosion, I would (check all that apply):[ x ] Get you to a hospital.[ x ] Check to see how badly you were hurt.[] Tell you things that I was unable to before.[ x ] Panic.[ x ] Cry.[] Let you be.

If I saw you right now, I would (check all that apply):[ x ] Hug you.[ x ] Smile.[ x ] Be happy.[] Kiss you.[ x ] Tackle-hug you.[ x ] Talk to you.[] Slap you.[ x ] Yell at you. (Because you won’t visit me often)[] Be secretly loathsome of your presence.[] Do nothing.

What are my feelings towards you? (check all that apply)[ x ] I like you.[] I love you.[] I’m IN love with you.[ x ] I enjoy your company.[ x ] I wish we talked more.[ x ] I want to see you.[ x ] I miss you.[] I hate you.[] I wish I’d never met you.[] I enjoy seeing you suffer.[] Who are you?

If you died, I would (check all that apply):[] Not care.[ x ] Be sad.[ x ] Cry.[] Never recover.[] Die of heartbreak.

[idolprince-jisang-blog]

ff+

Still wandering on the fanfiction website he had found, Jisang's interest was now directed towards a second story, starring himself and a girl he didn't know at all. He kept an eyebrow raised almost the whole time. Sure, the descriptions made her seem somewhat cool, but reading about himself having sex with a stranger was something.

As he read the last sentences, the only words he could manage to speak were, "oh my god. Why?"

[elegancesama]

6 - 16

Of the two, spiritual fits me better. I follow my own moral compass and I indulge in practices that I feel fit in that. For a period in my life Buddhism was important to me, now I'm a bit less immersed in Buddhist practices, but it is still a religion that I find some comfort and valuable lessons in. 

7. do you care about your ethnicity?

Hm... I'm proud of my Japanese and Korean heritage, but I wouldn't define myself by my ethnicity, per say. 

8. what musical artists have you most felt connected to over your lifetime? ... This list is gonna be long and incomplete

Prince

My bandmates/certain labelmates, there's a special sort of bond that comes with creating together and performing together. 

Larry Graham

Chris Corner

Brian Molko

Marina Diamandis

Natalia Kills

Bowie

Hendrix

Trent Reznor

Marilyn Manson

D'Angelo

Dave Matthews

9. are you an artist?

Yes.

10. do you have a creed?

Not really, no, I just do what I feel is right. 

11. describe your ideal day.

I'd wake up to the sensation of him nuzzling into my hair and breathing in my scent, which of course means I'd start the day smiling. We'd do our usual morning stuff, drawn out husky chatter that snowballs into some random topic. It'd eventually turn into lazy sex because he's got the day off--although it wouldn't be lazy for long because we're both too aggressive in bed. We'd wind up bruised and sated and snuggled up after a while, smiling and teasing and panting softly as we absently caress one another--because we can never seem to touch quite enough. Lounging would be cut a bit short by the sound of little cubs fussing and we'd both groan good-naturedly as we forced ourselves out of bed to go tend to whatever need they had. Eventually we'd find ourselves curled up in the family room with little ones crawling all over us and baby babbles filling the air as our little family relaxes, the scent of whatever we'd(likely me although my man does know how to pull it out in the kitchen and spoil me on occasion) cooked for lunch filling the air. Eventually, after they finally tuckered out enough, we'd put the youngest in their cribs to sleep, then read the oldest kids a few stories and tuck them in bed before retiring to ours. Maybe we'd watch a movie or TV or just chat about whatever's on our minds... Maybe we'd jump in the shower together and go at it again. Either way, my night would end the same way it always does, with my body pressed up against his. We'd have our long legs tangled comfortably, his strong arms would be holding me close, my left would be dangling over his waist to trace his side sleepily, and my cheek would be pillowed on his chest, his warmth radiating up against me and his heart thumping a steady, comforting rhythm against my ear. 

12. dog person or cat person? 

All of the animals. Gimme gimme. Especially the sloths. But, don't get mad at me if my mangy mutt eats 'em. 

13. inside or outdoors?

Both have their upsides and downsides. Outdoors.

14. are you a musician?

I am indeed.

15. five most influential books over your lifetime.

The Art of War

Life After Death: The Burden of Proof

The Divine Comedy

Story of O

... There are a few more I could put, but honestly I feel as if every book I've read has had a small influence on me. 

16. if you’d grown up in a different environment, do you think you’d have turned out the same?

Nature vs Nurture, fun topic. How would I know? I imagine I would, but I'd like to think I'd still be me no matter what.