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me when i give up on scripting and just shift to a dr with two pinterest pictures and a few thoughts

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you’re already in your dr twin

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⚘ 𝙖𝙫𝙖’𝙨 𝙪𝙡𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙜𝙪𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙞𝙥𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜! ( 𝙖𝙠𝙖 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙞𝙥𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖 𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙞𝙥𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 ) shifting // scripting.

before i dive straight into this, this post isn’t for everyone. you don’t even have to know where you want to go to shift, you can basically just think a thought and then indulge in that thought if you truly desire.

this post is for the people who want to write down their basic identity, or see the blueprint of their life in that reality but cringe at the thought of scripting.

or you have ocd and your mind can shut up about stupid things, and you have a bad memory so it feels like you’re not sticking to what reality you desire — not that it’s a bad thing. just. anxiety.

so… SCRIPTING TUTORIAL FOR LAZY LOSERS.

( like me! )

many,,,, manyyyyy people like to script, indulging in their mind as they sparkle their notion with glitter and glitz. not me, i despise it, i get bored, and i feel like that puts my ocd ass in a spot of doubt because i don’t feel connected to my dr. so, here’s how i personally fixed that for myself.

( ava’s tutorial on how to live out your next dr hyperfixation without getting unmotivated because you haven’t scripted. )

first step : pinterest,,,,, oh how i love you….

pinterest is a good outlet to get out all the frustration you have towards visuals, and uninspired thoughts. just look up whatever, and then tag ‘aesthetic’ on the end of it, and your visions will legit come to fruition.

second step : write down the basics.

i know your groaning, physically grimacing at that, but it’s okay, i don’t mean actually full out an entire script. just scribble down a few things, make it even easier and just do bullet points. write them down on paper, use notion, use notes, whatever, just jot down a few things that you feel are important.

example : name. age. powers ( if you have them, also you don’t need to write down any explicit information about them ), school ( if you go ). and a few word sentence about your upbringing — or bullet points if you don’t want to write a sentence.

okay,,, you’re done.

but if you do want to indulge more, you can draw, that’s an extra and unnecessary step — one i just recently added when i realized i should actually plan out my hero suit in my mha dr.

drawing your wand for you hogwarts dr, or just drawing a pair of shoes you want to have feels a tad motivating — unless you get stressed about not finishing it, but i never finish my drawings, i just do a messy blue print and color out of the lines, and envision it so i don’t have to do any more work.

but do remember, you can legit have a vague idea of your dr and still shift there. scripting isn’t like you have to be the ruler of the reality, it’s like posting on instagram — it’s already your life, you’re just decorating your account a bit.

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i miss my man actually like i am currently yearning for him and there is an ache inside of me so i’m shifting to see him like tonight because actually i’m going mad.

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what if i just …… decided that tonight ….. is the night ….. the 3d finally catches up ……. 🧐

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an excerpt on how the new volume of

stranger things helped me in my shifting journey.

( spoiler warning.. )

now, i know what you’re thinking, and i know i’ve been gone,, but there has been large changes in my life — shifting life.

this probably won’t be as well written or worded as my other posts because this is a blab— putting my two cents in and rambling to the two people left on shiftblr that might not even find this post. but here it is.

christmas day, the day the second volume of stranger things dropped, i was directed into a new mindset. recently, i’ve lost my joy for shifting, and have been taking a step back ( hence the hiatus ), but now, i finally feel content.

usually shifting is a touchy topic for me in personal conversations, and i don’t mean with people in my day to day life— because no, they do not know that i use my consciousness to change my reality and form a new view— i mean, within friendships i’ve made on tumblr, and the trenches of shifttok.

it is hard for me, because it seems like they have a different take, different outlook, and it made me self conscious on how i viewed shifting, and i’m not talking morals or controversial takes because in no way shape or form am i trying to stir any old muck onto my page. what i am talking about is the way they view life, along with how they perceive shifting.

but now i realize that it doesn’t matter how you perceive it, it just is. you are able to achieve it with any view because that’s how the material around you works. it molds to your thoughts and beliefs— yes, your perceptions, but also your mindset.

now, i’m not saying you can’t shift with a shitty mindset, but it feels harder because you tend to unconsciously put more pressure on yourself. so, yes. how you see the world might make you’re journey tilt differently than how others verbalize. that’s okay.

so, with my interest in shifting fading— never unbelieving, but fading interest— and somehow intaking way too much media in attempt to squeeze some serration from my brain, trying so hard to grasp the need to shift and put effort into doing anything else besides day dreaming, i sat down and watched stranger things.

i’ve watched stranger things ever since it came out, i remember having bad dreams about the upside down and curling next to my mom with a frown as monsters jumped at the screen. so, it was only natural for me to wait for five in the evening to watch the three new episodes.

now, specifically the sixth episode made a heavy weight lift off my shoulders.

max and holly are standing in the mucky upside down memory and they’re both trying to get themselves into their bodies, max’s gate is open and she’s trying to help holly open her own gate by using an object rather than a song.

holly is so scared, so unsure, as unsure all of us were at ten years old. she’s crying and trying to find out how to channel her emotions properly. she’s holding onto the charm mike had given her, trying to convince her that she doesn’t have to be scared of anything and that she could be brave.

now holly doesn’t believe this, and she’s telling max she doesn’t.

but max assures her.

max tells her that she doesn’t have to be anyone else because she is herself. max informs holly that she can channel the right side up, her body’s feelings by just thinking of how much she wants to be there, the feeling so big it’s enough to help her feel this other version of herself— the one in the other world.

they also talk about a loop, a wormhole if you will, in the new season in the episode previously. they talk about how everything is connected, that there is a bridge— and shifting is not as complicated as this, but dustin does point out how they’re all practically the same, not multiple dimensions but crossovers.

you don’t have to open a gate to a new world and fight monsters to cross said world just to get to your desired reality. but what you have to understand is that this is all connected, that there is no difference between here and there— it’s only how you view it.

if you huff and puff about being in your current reality, then you’ll be in your current reality because that’s what you tell yourself you’re in.

you don’t have to wait for the 3D to catch up if you know where you are, if you know what you have and what you live.

as max explains in the show, you just need to connect. but with this version, you don’t need an object, just a feeling. just knowledge.

you too can escape camazotz.

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just a reminder that you’ll get everything you want no matter what. no matter what the 3d throws your way or the pestering thoughts. you already have it.

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⚘ 𝙖𝙫𝙖’𝙨 𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙮. loa.

so, two days ago i opened my front door, letting my four dogs in, and a singular — rather large — month wisped in. naturally, i followed the flying things journey to the light in my living room.

attempting to catch the thing, i jumped up and down cupping my hands around it, as she slipped through my fingers, and one of my three cats jumped up — also attempting to catch the flying bug.

after about ten minutes of failure, i just watched as it made a cycle for itself, swirling in circles around the illuminated bulbs, and my cat jumped up and down.

as i watched this phenomenon, i watched as it obsessed over the lights that flickered, and how it kept fluttering its wings and swirled around the light in a dance.

now, personally, i thought this was stupid, i could’ve just clapped my hands together around the bug and take it’s life, rather than listening to my conscience that had formed guilt at the thought of killing the bug.

but i watched as it fled from my cat’s grasp, and kept its focus on the light, only wanting to sit on the artificial light and pretend believe it’s the moon.

i thought about the moth itself after my tantrum of not catching the fluttering thing, and came to a realization, on how to use this for manifesting or assuming.

see, the moth believes it’s on the moon — or that’s the theory — but it currently isn’t, it’s on a light bulb that was made in another country by a machine.

obviously, the 3d is showing that the moth is on a light rather than the actual rock that orbits the planet.

the moth is you.

you believe that you have what you want, but the 3d is showing you that you are still living in a world where you don’t have it. but you do.

the 3d is a lightbulb, the moon are your desires.

and others telling you that you can’t make it to the moon without a spaceship and all these fancy gadgets are your doubts.

we’ve been told our whole lives that anything is possible, but also conditioned to think we don’t have anything we want because of money, or higher power.

but that moth on the light bulb in my living room is on the moon.

that moth can leave my house once i catch it, and fly to the moon because it believes it will make it to the moon — or believes it is currently on the moon.

me, — the human in this situation who finally caught the beautiful moth — i am the law.

fingers laced over the bug, caging it in, while it flutters in my palms, is the law making it’s current because it has to change.

so, i — the law — toss that moth back outside, and that moth makes it to the moon because it believed it was on the moon, it assumed it currently already was walking on the craters of the moon.

now i don’t know if this analogy is me just attempting to be poetic and motivating in some way, but i do know that if you want something, it’s already yours.

you’re already on the moon, because that light bulb doesn’t exist, that lightbulb is the moon. recognize whatever you have as whatever you desire because it’s already caged between your fingers like that moth.

you are the law, you are the 3d, you are the moth, you’re the moon — you’re all of it.