#average practice

[cephelapodicus]

work work work work work

getting back into the work lyfe is hard. I’m working from home today to try and ease back into it. I’ve been feeling extra dissociated all day, I hope a day or two of just *not*-ing will help. I practiced getting out of bed this morning... it kinda worked :P I did get up so that’s something

[cephelapodicus]

1 outta 3 aint bad

So cramps hit me majorly today, wasn't expecting them for a good few more days but still, got nearly all but the last little detail of the knitted gift done. That took quite some doing so I'm happy with that. I did fold some washing, but didn't do enough housework to really say I practiced doing chores. I notice that I'm being kinder to myself though. It's hard when I feel so useless, but I'm getting better. Bae really is the best, they help me so much on days like this :3

[cephelapodicus]

Didn't go to my friend, and had a fight with bae about it. I'm worried they're getting fed up with me and all of this, they have enough on their plate as it is, and they have to deal with my bullshit as well. I did go out to the park though, so that's something. I've positioned myself to sit in the winter sun and watch all the good doggos in the park.

[cephelapodicus]

Not good not good

I have found a way to do some tidying, and I'm going to do some christmas gift knitting now, but this feels like an enormous effort and tiny adventure badge just for making it this far. My practice today is doing some small things while I'm feeling like this.

[cephelapodicus]

Work! Ugh I did it. I was frazzled and distracted, but I did manage to get plenty of stuff done. So, average practice. Now I can just pyjama on the couch and rewatch Yuri on Ice again and again