#averyfuckingday

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Me: *enjoying my day looking at pictures of Colin Firth throughout his acting career*

My brain, intrusively: ”friendly reminder that, he looks like a grandpa now and is almost a decade older than your own dad”

"SHUT–

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every time I keep getting motivated to do something awesome for my hyper-fixations because of the skills I've learnt as a graphic design student and then after I took the screenshots and downloaded the clips, suddenly I lost my motivation 😔. I literally can't have fun

I wanna make song edits, draw fanarts, write story prompts, make posters & wallpapers. I'm supposed to be doing this anyway, that's why I pursue this course but omg I'm burned out.

The enjoyment of creating, where are you

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Not me finding another age gap ship to read fics of and it's the same ingredients as if I'm never tired of it. A 20 something yr old guy desiring an older man somewhere in his 50s to 60s.

And as the universe isn't very kind, most leans toward older!top x younger!bottom and I shed a tear over not being able to read about back arching old man whining for his release from a teasing younger!top

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forgot to take my antidepressants last night so I took it this morning because I remembered the doc said it's a streak I can't miss.

trying my best to not sleep during morning class right about now. i got one more hour

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Born to create more collage wallpapers of Taron

Forced to design a fcking website

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I really don't think I'm a cook but I do like cooking sometimes.

Pasta is very interesting. I just made a whole tub of ice cream worth of fettuccini alfredo at 1am.

Next I'm gonna try carbonara and ravioli. I still have Bolognese to do this week.

Aglio olio is actually good and simple. Lasagna takes like 3 hours to make but quite therapeutic.

There are more dishes to learn but right now is pasta time (simultaneously listening to Elton John while cooking)