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Head empty, driving and dancing like this to ABBA

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The thought has been dormant until I would occasionally just be reminded of it. It's that I specifically gravitate towards the look of Colin Firth when he was 57 years of age. I can't get the number "57" out of my mind whenever I think of Colin, it seems rather silly. Mid to late 50s would be more understanding but specifically choosing that age is a choice indeed.

I've been meaning to create a photo collage of this thought. Someday

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realising how much i do spit out profanities is very much in line with how Eggsy is my dear boy

sometimes i forget to ask people i just met "is it okay if i curse?". i used to be polite 😔

solid choice of vocabulary whenever I drive though

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Successfully shared an Elton John song to a guy I was trying to get an opinion on, which is much better to start playing, guitar or bass?. He said bass since I'm already interested in that and also because the guitar solo I shared to him is crazy for an absolute beginner.

For bassline I shared Honky Cat. He said it's fine, suitable for a start.

For guitar, I picked Madman Across The Water from Tumbleweed Connection album.

His conclusion for me is the bass because that guitar solo is such a big dream to start on.

Anyway listen to that version of Madman Across The Water.

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if i start re-learning to paint portraits with watercolour just for Harry Bright then what would become of me

i should learn to be burning with passion for creation instead. this is just one of my many wild 1am ideas

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I really don't think I'm a cook but I do like cooking sometimes.

Pasta is very interesting. I just made a whole tub of ice cream worth of fettuccini alfredo at 1am.

Next I'm gonna try carbonara and ravioli. I still have Bolognese to do this week.

Aglio olio is actually good and simple. Lasagna takes like 3 hours to make but quite therapeutic.

There are more dishes to learn but right now is pasta time (simultaneously listening to Elton John while cooking)

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I now have about 5+ guys that are pushing middle age where I suddenly find them attractive

because they're pushing middle age

it's the grey hairs and beards.

I can't believe my attraction jumped from anime dudes to real dudes just because I decided to rewatch old movies. and why is it just old men????

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I am extremely happy with the new Taron content. I'm just conflicted how to regulate my emotions right now because I was a Directioner. Both terrible and good news of two fandoms came out on the same day right as I woke up.

Currently processing the 5 stages of grief while going to classes like normal