This is kind of fun because I am terrible at making playlists, so it makes me think about why I chose a song.
All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here
Brutal is kind of where Kit was between Shadowbringers and Endwalker. It's a good little snapshot of her mind as she made the shift from Warrior to Dark Knight. When she set down the axe she used to kill the love of her life, right on the tail of killing someone she loved in a complicated way she doesn't fully understand, and picked up this great big fuck you sword she found on a dead guy she thought she saved.
Only to find out she hadn't saved him at all, and hallucinated an entire relationship with him.
Kit was so, so young when all of this happened. I think Olivia really summed up that feeling of helplessness a teenager in her situation was having.
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