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Hate when ive fooled people into thinking I'm not a piece of shit bc then they fight me on it and I feel like screaming bc the only reason they think that is I'm so petrified of losing someone I will do anything to not which is part of what makes me a piece of shit!!

#actuallyborderline #actuallyavoidant #actuallydependent #crosstagging bc i dont know which one it fits in #bpd.txt #avpd.txt #dpd.txt

Avpd is the worst for a multitude but it especially sucks after the Incident(TM) that is making you feel like shot and utterly worthless has far passed and you're completely safe and everyone else has already forgotten about it but you still are anxious as fuck and hate yourself and wanna die

#I wanna crawl into a hole and never come out #mine.txt #avpd.txt

#arcana.uploads #oop this was in my& phone for a hot minute #cptsd.txt #bpd.txt #avpd.txt #( mobile. )

“I should try to open up about what’s bothering me more”

-does that and receives one word responses and radio silence-

Cool absolutely never doing that again

#i want to diiieeee #i feel like no one cares and like i know thats mostly my fault for being so avoidant and never venting when i should but hhhhnggh god #and i know its not true :/ but it doesnt mean i dont feel that way while im having a terrible night #mine.txt #avpd.txt

Having AVPD and anxiety is like when you send something on anon but can't remember if you actually hit the anon button or not. But like. Continuously. Without ever finding out if you did or not and you're just constantly waiting.

#:/#mine.txt #avpd.txt #anxiety.txt

I can’t tell if I’m being annoying or clingy or both for wanting attention from not only my s/o but my SPs. I feel like every attempt is useless and there’s no point in trying to start a conversation with my friends or my partner because I’m not worth their time or effort.

#it's been painfully obvious as of late #my avpd is probably right I shouldn't bother initiating anything because I'm no good for that #I shouldn't speak unless spoken to shsjdkdkflf you'd think I'd know this by now #mine.txt #avpd.txt

Wow I can't believe everything is completely my fault and I'm an inherently bad person because of it.

#jk i can totally believe it #and I'm well aware #avpd.txt #rsd.txt #mine.txt

WHY CANT MY BRAIN JUST LET ME SAY NO TO THINGS!!!

#SDFGHGFDS!!!#mine.txt #avpd.txt

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