#actuallyborderline

[bpdshan]

the funniest thing that’s happened to me recently is that someone seemingly tried to update my pronouns on the medical system but accidentally made it so that my actual name is now “They Them”

[hello-friends9500]

Had this thought recently when I was trying to understand why I'm not doing as well in life as everyone else my age. I don't know how long it'll be before I go back to looking down on myself, though.

[rottenbutrecovering]

Garfield without garfield comics are an absolute treasure trove for mentally ill moods just LOOK

[paranoidpdsuggestion]

Having a very strong paranoia and fear of abandonment while being someone who is always abandoned no matter what you do should classify as a government banned torture technique

[itsprettyboringanyway]

Why it's so hard to understand that I handle feelings differently, I experience them more strongly. And sometimes I can't tell you exactly what's wrong because I don't know either

[xx-mattimax-xx]

i bite.

why are you still fucking surprised.

i always have. always will, even when my gums are empty and teeth decayed, why will you still be fucking surprised.

i'm a monster.

i never got domesticated enough. or enough interaction. enough softness. whatever the fuck makes you so on edge, i got it in bulk.

i love you

and i will bite.

you cannot love the monster out of me.

[actuallyborderlinee]

the bpd urge to delete all your socials / change all your handles / change your name / shave your hair / rebuild your personality from the ground up / start smoking / get drunk / delete all your contacts / throw your phone into the ocean BC of one difficult social interaction

[bpdamn]

it’s WEIRD to see people enjoying their life to the fullest when even the good days are an endless battle for you