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Sorry for the delay, but this november i going to put more episodes and change drawings from the chapter; i used a lap before, but now i finally fixed the cpu and i got a bigger screen to draw!! :D

 To be honest i got some economical problems, but if somebody know how to make money using the internet,I will appreciate any advise!! u_u

Well that for now!! See you later!! (PD: A little gift, a little spoiler, what its going to happend!?)

[potatoesandomolasses]

Diary page #23, Sunny with clouds

Today was able get in the place, a beach in waterfolk kingdom and i was surprised with Toffee underlings and there were more nicer that i tought. We barely get in the sand and there were crazy about it... they was running in al the place, playing with some stuff, getting in the sea... i was surprised, when Toffee comented this place was great for them, because its was pretty hidded from the mewman "His boys" didnt wanted to lose a oportunity like this; he arrenged a search team for food and the workers team for making a place to stay. Dennis and i, we  are the only monster that are not septarians, but even so, they treat us like we are one, the search team quickly pick Dennis and they were even put him a nick name "FlyerThunder"; i stayed in the workers group to built some nice houses and Toffee said he would go with the searcher to keep an eye on his underlings with Dennis and he kiss me while he was saying goobye. I was able to me some septarians, like Chopsaw, who its more shoorter, but his jaw are really powerfull, or Honeybee, one of the few females and let me hat for the sun, and Rasticore, he is tall, but its pretty young comparated to the other, he its kinda new in the band and apparently a long relative to Toffee. Rasticore is pretty nice and he even let me read some of they comic books he made in his free time, he is writting about a cool bounty hunter, who has many adventures and he said he wanted be like him someday; i ask him if the band knowed about me before and he suddely was nervous about it... he ask me to keep it in secret, because Toffee was going to kill him? Well, according with Rasticore, Toffee and him just finished to beat so punks in the forest when they saw me in the forest and since then, his boss, well... suddenly he wanted to go to the monster town and made some tricks with his dragon bike for a several days, by a unknow reason, even he found him laying in the floor at the entrance of the town (Ehm...I think that one was me), Rasticore find out all this strange incident started with me, so he investigated were i lived after i was fired and tried to convice Toffee to talk to me, but he was reclutant because he was denying everthing, even when was pretty obvious? So, in the end, when he finally convice him to talk to me...and the band began to notice what was going, when they saw Toffee, like suddendly dissapearing for a lot of time, reading about plants and even sighing to much, he even watched how he picked fight against some mewmans for stealing his corn and going someplace. Rasticore also mentioned about our relatioship was know, even by Toffee dad....i tried to ask who was, when Toffee suddenly appeared behind us by surprised and stared at us, while asked to Rasticore what were talking, i even could heard a small growl from him and Rasticore was so scare that his scales were pale; i tried to cover him up by showing up his comic book and saying he was telling me about the new chapter. Toffee look at me for a moment, but he put a smile saying i shouldnt take the story so seriously and he brough some food to make a barbacue; i couldnt to help to smile and i commented it was my first time to being in a barbacue and... Toffee its kinda scary when he is upset...

With care Astrea

[potatoesandomolasses]

Diary page #25, Weather: ...

My mother wasnt very fond of me... I was told that my mother screamed of fear when i was born, that my appearence fright her and she lock herself in her room for days; my dad was a mewman and was scared to, but he was a farmer and had some client that were monster and moewmans, so he didnt mind him the fang or the tail, his favorite phrase was "It didnt matter the claw or the fangs, what matter young lady, its in your heart"; for him i was his child and there was a lot of thing he doesnt know about my mother, so he take me where he worked and raise me the best he could; sometimes he bring me to the school to meet my mother, because he wanted to all get along has a family. My mother was really happy to see him, but she prefered to ignore me when i was there... so the only thing i could do, was just wait to get back home... the only time we were like a family was one day, when we gather to the beach, he heard from one of his clients form the waterfolk people country a place where even the monster could get there... and was pretty hard, but he convince my mother to go all together... That moment was i was really happy and i finally get to speak to my mom, she said i should hide my tail or my claw, because probably will scared the boys when i grow bigger... i was happy we finally met each other, but... or relationship didnt grow better, was getting worse... She started to scoold me everytime she saw me and was really ashamed of me when i was in the school, my dad suggested i should stay some days to learn from my mom and with tht we can get along, but... one day, my mom was really upset, she yell at me because i wasnt able to stand correctly and then she bring me to that room... I was in that room for a lot of time, my head hurted a lot, i was tired... and the, she take me to the machine... she said because i was young, dad only attention to me... and she was going to fix that... That was...horrible... I felt how my life was sucked... i felt more weak anytime she use that thing on me... i though i was going to die... but then one day, my dad find out what was going on... i was inconcious, but i was told my dad tried to help me, to get out of that place... he gatter some of his friends and break on the school, but for me to free... he payed the consecuences... there was a accident in the middle of everthing... and with his last strength, he said when i woke up, i should go to the beach to meet him... So, that was i did... but my dad... was different... he told me my mother reconstruct him like that... and she even program him... that now was called Gemini... He said he would do his best to keep my mother busy so she wouldnt find me... and i have being strong and free... but this place... was our place... I said goodbye... Im so sorry dad... Im so sorry...

With care Astrea

[potatoesandomolasses]

Im so sorry, guys! Today will be no new chapters, until tomorrow :( I pretty nervous and excited by the new episodes of svtfoe! So i decide to take a little break to refresh my ideas and see where the story its going; taking the opportunity, thanks to all the readers of this fic, i so happy to find people reading the misaventures of the little astrea. Specially thanks to @angrypunklizard​, @ninjawarrior100​ and @isaackuo​ for the likes and leaving comments, this picture its for you guys! :D

Well, its all for now! See you later!! ;D

byDSC!

[potatoesandomolasses]

Diary page #19, Weather: Cloudy

I had a dream yesterday... Its was a really bad one... I was dreaming i was dressed with a big fluffly white dress and i was walking though a red road, everybody was watching and crying for some reason, i step on some steps, but i trip and a hand hold me, before i fall... Toffee help me, like always, and he smile at me before he said "She is ready" and a pig-goat started to read a book, saying like "Do you swear, together forever and ever, in the sickness and healt, in the richest or the poorest, between you life and death, for the eternity... and nothing will cleaver you guys apart" Toffee accepted, holding my hands and said that, he always dreamed this... but then, there was a noise, like a door being banged from the other side, its was really noise, i couldnt heard anything what everybody was saying and i had a bad feeling about it, i tryied to escape, but Toffee grab my arm and he was melting in that goo, screaming at me "NEVER AGAIN" while the place was being flood by this thing. Then, behind me... i heard my mother voice... she was scoolding me like always, saying i shouldnt leave before the dinner, because was really improper for a lady; i felt sick, i just wanted to get out of there; i screamed, but there was no voice... my mother pointed that horrible chair next to her, saying how was disapointed in me and its was for the best, because a school can run by itself... I was terrified and then the goo lashes my hands pulling me in that mass, while Toffee was complaining with my mother, that he wasnt the deal, because he wanted being him the one who will use me before i was they throw me away... my mother agreed and disagreed, but her voice change to being more deeper and old like, i hate how i heard how i didnt matter for them...I couldnt holder anymore, i was scared, angry, sad and that noise in the door was getting bigger and bigger, until it opens and a that screech...

I wake up after that, i was sweating and barely recogice what was around me when the monster house who was pulling a carriage, ask me if i was okey... i said i was fine and i just had a nightmare... i glad i was awaken from than dream...its been a while i didnt have it... i wonder if the stress its getting the better of me... The house monster notice that and commented its will take a while to get in the Horseshoe Village, but there was an inn and i could rest better in there; even he tryied to cheer me up, saying i should sing a little to calm me down, a happy song... I take the guitar and improvise a little and in the end, we singing nonsense together... i guess wasnt so and after all...

[potatoesandomolasses]

Diary page #22, Weather: Nighttime?

After Toffee appeared with his underlings, he inmediatly ask for me and Dennis show the hand were i was, one of the lizard pointed out that i was too little for a size shifter; but Toffee kinda a ignore him while he stare at me, with a strange look in his eyes... i barely could see him, i still a little ashamed for what happend a few days ago, when he took me from Dennis hand put me in his pocket, saying we have to talk in private. Oh snails, i was afraid he was going to scold me because i kinda diched out before i leave the monster temple and i was right, he scoold me for traveling alone because was pretty dangerous in this days since they heard there was a Solarian warrior recluting mewmans and those guys are not joke when there are slaying monsters...i apologise to him and i promise i wouldnt do it again... then he was quiet for a moment when he ask me about it what was so important that i leave the temple... I comented that was something very personal...and the true it is... but Toffee didnt like it and ask me if i was avoid him for what happend the last time we see each other... i didnt know what to said, indeed was little true...but not with bad intentions... Toffee just give a huge sigh and he take me off from his pocket, putting me in his hands, saying that he saw that coming because he knew that he was a good guy? I didnt undestand, but i saw his face, he was sad, really sad and he keep talking that he undestand if i hated him or something like that and he even said he would leave me alone after he scort me to i have to go... "No! That not it!" And i still can believe i yell at him, even Toffee looked me surprised... but i remember what Sir Glossaryck said about facing my problems, and for the first time, i talked with my heart... i was being honest to him, about were i wanted to go and why... and even why i didnt waited for him in the temple... and why i shrink... Before i notice, while i was talking to him, i was gaining my normal size and...oh well... i admited i like him...ohhh...was so embarrasing... and he just stared at me....like i was crazy or something... but Toffee grab my arms and ask me i was being serious... i barely said yes when he...kinda tackle my face with his muzzle, but in the end... well...you know...we were kissing... I admit, i barely could breath, but we kinda...figure out? Though, one of my lips was cut because one of his fangs, but he apologise for that and saying he would do better the next time...oh, snails...this is a little embarrasing...

Then, we go were his underlings were waiting and then, he said were where heading and present me as his woman...and they kinda know about it? There was making this "Oh what a surprise", but no really mean it?  Oh snails... this day has being super embarasing...

With care Astrea

[potatoesandomolasses]

Diary page #15, Weather: Uhmmm....

There was an incident...so...i kinda dont want to talk about it...

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Diary page #24, Weather: Cloudy...almost raining...

Today its the day, i barely could sleep or seeing what happening around me... i try to put a smile while the gang were having so much fun in the beach, but i couldnt concentrated; in a blink of an eye, was sunset and i felt somebody putting a jack on my shoulders, i saw Toffee next to me and said he found him... he take my hand while he was asking me if i was ready and i slowy said yes with my head... we walked though the beach together and Dennis notice that, saying he would come too... The three of us, were just walking until... i saw him... staring in the beach quietly, while the sun was disapearing in the sea... he notice us and smile, while i was reaching at him...

"Hi dad" i mumble, but he only respond "There you are...my fairiest of the land..." i kneel down to hug him; he kinda saw Toffee and Dennis and ask me how i was and if i was all right; i responded i was okey, i miss him and ask him how he was, he said i was givin his best... then Toffee and Dennis, they come near to me and kneel too and greet my dad; he ask about them and i present them... my dad was a little surprised but he said he was glad i wasnt alone, Toffee quickly said he will take care of him and my dad laugh a little, asking he wanted to gain "This old man permition" and we blushed... My dad admited that he was getting tired lately... he was afraid that probably Gemini was winning over him... he said... probably he was reaching his limit...he apologise for everthing and i hold my tears when i hug him...he said he love me and i always going being very important to me... i responded i love him too... Then, we heard a sparking and he just left, using the chainsaw to open a portand to return were Gemini should be... i could help let the tears and i fall in the sand...i felt Toffee and Dennis next to me and i cried until i fall sleep... When i wake up, everybody was around to a fire and Toffee stand up, asking me if i was okey... i couldnt respond, but i smile and i sit with him; Rasticore asked what happend back there... Toffee said i should force myself to respond it, but i was okey... i have to face it... there and here to... Him was my dad... or was left of him, before was captured and tranformed in a android called Gemini; he barely can hold to his memories...and today...its the only day he had left to remember, but... apparently is going to be gone to... and if ask me who would do such cruel thing to somebody... Its the director of Saint Olga, the reformatory of Wayard princess... and she... is my mother...

With care Astrea