#aw rant

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when you want to make a Rey blog because you’re fucking trash but you a: don’t have enough time on this blog as is and b: would probs fuck up the character

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@ everybody part two

There might be a lot of these parts tbh I might try and work on drafts at some point but like I dunno This isn't anybody's fault but my own but I just Idk

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@ everybody

I haven’t been on in forever and I’m sorry Mom is okay I just I think I’m going through something? But idk for sure. It’s just like A lot is going on And muse is only here sometimes And idk I have way more like I dunno how to put it Real short back and forth stuff is my jam right now so if you’re up for that? I won’t drop anything unless somebody wants to which I totally understand I’m just Idk I’m here for conversations and short threads and my email ([email protected]) is always open I just Sorry

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tag stuff I need to get out of my system

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Mom's back in the hospital Nothing serious but I'm still a mess

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because I realized my posts are a wee bit contradictory: (things are censored because I don't want this to be a discussion) I fucking love La*ra Ba*ton I also love Nat*sha Rom*noff Clin*asha was my first marvel ship, so that's close to my heart But I love Cl*nt and La*ra I think that some parts of A*U were lazily written with sexist undertones which undermine both of these women (Nat*sha had her skills devalued so she could be saved by Br*ce, La*ra was literally barefoot and pregnant, and we find out next to nothing about her other than her relationship with Cl*nt) I think it's poor writing to set up one relationship in Avengers before changing it in A*U, but I'm not outraged about the outcome. I love La*ra, I love Nat*sha, I don't love what A*U did to them. I suppose I'll just have to RP and write fic to fix it <3

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You guys have probably seen that I haven’t been as active recently. That’s nobody’s fault but my own, to be honest. I think my anxiety might be creeping back in, and I’m sure you guys know how fantastic that is. I’ve just sort of lost my drive to do anything, and it’s tough for me to even do a three hour shift at this point.

There’s just a lot going on right now, and tumblr isn’t my highest priority. Do I wish I was here? Hell yes. There are so many threads I want to work on and continue. It’s just tough.

This isn’t me saying goodbye. It’s me saying I won’t be on too much unless it’s from mobile.

I’m just really tired all the time now, and I wish I wasn’t.

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someone come talk to me and make me feel better because it's not a good night like I just bought some hella cute makeup but I still feel like shit help please