It was hard.
Pushing you away.
But at that moment, I thought it was going to feel better-
To be the one in control
To push instead of getting pushed
I was more afraid that you were going to deny me or what we shared
Maybe change your mind from "we belong together" to "i should stay with her"
But now I know better, that if I hurt you I hurt myself equally
We share the same soul
Nothing or no one could compete with that














