Zendaya THR Awards Chatter Podcast (Summary)
(In case you all don’t have an hour to listen lol) 😏
- LOVED this interview btw!! 😃👏
https://open.spotify.com/episode/6ekdPo2BANpd3fjuTweGmU?si=A0kqmMoWS22PN37ynhBwwQ
-At age 8 she and a few black kids felt that there wasn't enough black history education in the school she was attending, and so they decided to put on a play for the school and performed a play featuring historical figures in black history.
Said she grew up going to a predom. white private school (where her dad also worked) for a few years, and then switched to a predom. black public school. Said that sometimes growing up biracial in a predom. white space was challenging at times. Felt more comfortable and accepted in her predom. black public school where she saw more people who looked like her.
Saw first-hand at a very young age how the wealth gap really affects the educational experiences that kids have. She saw how her mom had to fight for even basic supplies and needs for her students in lower-income schools.
Grew up extremely shy growing up (even got held back in Kindergarten becuase she wouldn't ask questions). Said her parents forced her to try new things in order to get over her shyness and get out of her shell. Did dance class, different sports, and the arts. Loved the arts and wanted to spend so much time at the theater and LOVED watching plays.
She did community theater in her area.
Said she started doing catalog modeling at a young age and that helped her to get out of her shell as well.
Started screen acting when she was age 13. Would watch Disney Channel when she was young and thought it was so much fun and wanted to do it. She said she didn't fall in love with acting through movies, but more so through watching actors (esp. stage actors).
When she first went in for her Disney audition, she just started watching all of these Disney shows and tried to be what they wanted to see. When she got her first show on Disney she actually didn't tell too many people at her arts/theater school because she felt that people wouldn't believe her. She only told a couple of people.
Said she had to start doing a homeschooling program when she started working in LA on the Disney show. Her dad quit his job as a teacher and ended up driving her back and forth from Oakland to LA in order to make her auditions. Eventually they knew she would have to move to LA once she landed her job. She and her dad moved into an apartment and her mom stayed in Oakland working.... It was tough being away from her mom because she was going through "girl changes" and missed her mom...being with dad was not the same when going through changes lol. But then eventually her mom moved out to LA too.
Her mom always told her that if the acting life was ever too much or too much stress that she could always stop, and they could just go back home. Z feels like she's always had a great support system. She's had a lot of ups and downs and is just figuring things out. Said it's been a little tough being a young person in this industry w/out any real roadmap.
When it came to KC Undercover she realized that she could have more power and felt that it was important to showcase a black family and for kids to see themselves reflected on the Disney Channel. Also wanted her character to be well-rounded and into many different hobbies so that it would have representation for kids who like a variety of hobbies/interests.
She had been working at Disney since she was 13....and said it felt weird not having it (the show) as a safety net there anymore after the show ended. Said she's a "workaholic" and that her work really fulfills her.
Said she tries to be selective and take her time when choosing projects. Said she didn't want to get too far TOO quick, and didn't mind doing small roles. Didn't want to jump too fast. Still feels that way. Wants to keep doing things that inspire her and keep her creative. She just wants to be better at her craft.
Says she's so confused at what Sam saw in her for the role of Rue as Euphoria lol. Said she never really found out. She said that he would just watch her interviews and said that he just knew immediately that she was Rue. Says that whatever it was that he saw, she's glad he saw it.
She says there's only so much that she can fully understand about addiction, and that it's different for everyone, and so she had to rely heavily on Sam and ask him questions about it. She said she feels very connected to RUe and a lot of her fears and anxieties. She may not have Rue's background, but she might feel the same emotions as her character. And then there are times when she doesn't know exactly what Rue's going through. Feels that it's about having empathy. Feels often people are very judgemental about those with addictions, but feels/hopes that people who connect to Rue can feel that they can have a better understanding of a family member or a friend who goes through addictions so that they can better support them, or help them feel "seen".
Says her Emmy win was just CRAZY. STILL can't wrap her head around it. Feels incredibly grateful and was SHOCKED by it. Felt like the oddball in the mix of such great female actresses. Was just grateful to be there at the Emmys and would have been cool either way, whether she won or not. Said it was a very pleasant surprise.
Said Euphoria got shut down (due to the pandemic) a day before they were supposed to start filming S2. Called Sam and spoke to him about Euphoria and the future of the show. Felt weird not being able to work. Didn't leave her house for over a month lol. Then they spoke about shooting a movie in her house, then it grew into M&M.
Says M&M was written for her and says she can have an argumentative tough side...the film was written with pieces of themselves into the toxic characters. The motivation was to get the crew back to work and get some of the crew paid and safely, and to be experimental. That was the main motivation of M&M. It was really just an experimental project basically. Said the limitations of filming were actually kind of freeing in a way. Said it was a very special experience. Felt like an actor's summer camp lol.
The Knife Scene: Said it was a fun scene to shoot. She wanted a challenge and something she could dig her teeth into. Said it was a tough scene to do though... Re-wrote the scene many different ways. There were so many versions of it and it wasn't really clicking.
*Emotionally Wasn’t Doing Well*
Sam told her to just LET GO and sream at John David and scream at him like whoever you need to scream at lol. And then that didn't even work... Then she had a conversation with Sam... Explained how the past year was really tough for her and how she wasn't feeling herself, and "she wasn't doing really well", and felt that the M&M movie helped her. She was able to have more fun when she could finally tap into a moment that was tough for her to admit in front of her cast and crew family (ie. Sam, JDW, etc) that something was wrong. Said JDW has become close to her. It was tough admitting that there was something she was going through.
Said it was also cathartic to just scream as her character...said she's not a screamer lol.
*Things She Wants To Work On/The Future*
Said she has a hard time being super happy in the moment...said she's super critical of herself, wants to make people proud and do a good job.... still learning what it looks like. It's hard for her to in the moment to really enjoy things as it happens, and feels like it's something she needs to get better at. Many times she won't even take in the good in the moment because she's so stressed about doing a good job, so she recognizes that she needs to do better with just being in the moment.
Says she LOVES her job, is so grateful for it. Trying to learn to love everything that comes with it (even criticisms, thoughts and ideas). So she's been really feeling immense gratitude for everything, and hopes to continue to make things she wants to see. Would like to become a filmmaker one day... Wants to continue to be creative and make things that people enjoy and move people.