Astonishment and joy
I still remember the first time when we spent time alone we were starting to get used to each other's silence and presence the first time we touched, I made the first move and you allowed me to hold your hand you noticed the rhythm of my heart beats are unusual you kept your head on my shoulder and I felt the butterflies The first time we kissed, all the voices in my head stopped I could only see your face clearly Everything apart from that felt blurry I felt the 'astonishment and joy' Abigail was talking about I understood, in those moments, that all those movies and songs weren't lying about anything the first time we went on a date, it was burger king because of my indecisiveness I didn't thank you enough for being so understanding I got used to eating with you, eventually. you told me stories about your childhood I was getting to know you the first time we got intimate in a public washroom I was so excited and scared But you held me, & I felt content and kinda turned on???? you tasted salty, because of all the spicy food you've been eating I loved it the first time we booked a room I didn't feel as scared as I thought I would it was a bit awkward at first, neither of us could stop smiling I remember every gasp, every breath, every clench, and every moan the realizations on your face, the things we learned about our bodies "do all lovers feel like they're discovering something new" yes they do Heloise!
