#axeltxt

[the-alphonze]

…

-Axel doesn’t try to take control but they do get out the corner. They just look at the sunset. She wants to use the vessel, to reach out, to attempt to feel warmth. But she doesn’t even try.-

“….hehe”

-Her giggle is childish and quiet. If her soul was out right now… it would have finally been put to rest.. and she would have passed. She goes back into the corner after the sun is no longer visible-

-AX-3L

[he was going to keep walking after taking a picture, but decides to let her watch it for a few minutes]

[she doesn’t say anything, but it’s clear this time of day is important to him]

[the-alphonze]

-There. Is. No. Response.-

-She’s just in the corner. She won’t move from it, she won’t try to use the vessel. They don’t have a single thought of surviving after what they’ve done, they’re accepting that Alphonze will rid her soul for good (at least that’s what she thinks)-

-AX-3L

[after trying to apologize last time. He’d also stop trying to talk to axel]

[the-alphonze]

“…If I’m lucky I’ll pass this time.”

-She kicks the barrel of water, slashing on herself. She puts the barrel in front of the door. As she sits down in the cold storage-

“…I’m just like you sister… I’m sorry I lied. I’m sorry I didn’t save you from the resets. I’m sorry I possessed you. I’m sorry I ended up here. I just… I just want to feel warm again…”

-AX-3L

(Ooc: not physically warm, just like- happy. I rolled an 14 with disadvantage. Now then, roll to get control of the vessel)

[i rolled a 17]

[Alphonze doesn’t say anything, he fucking shoves Axel to the back of her mind (literally and figuratively), walks out of cold storage and shuts the vessel down. Plunging all three of them into unconsciousness]

[she doesn’t acknowledge Axel at all doing this]

[the-alphonze]

“…don’t be sorry. I’m sorry.”

-Axel gets up walks out of the cold storage, she places the paper stars outside of the door. She writes “I’m sorry” with the stars. She drags a barrel of water back into the cold storage. She closes the door behind her-

“…I’m sorry sister. So so sorry”

-AX-3L

(17 to stay in control, I’ll tell you the next roll soon)

Sorry for what Axel you didn’t do anything wrong

[after the door closes, he asks]

Axel are you Sure

(first ones a 15)

[the-alphonze]

“It never mattered what body I was in, sister. Human, war-forge, or cat. Even now as a soul you saw me as less than a person. Each “family” member I’ve had, ended up the same…. At least they could lie and say “I love you” back…”

-Axel take’s off Alphonze’s hat and puts the paper stars she’s made so far inside. She continues making more-

“I was a humanoid…. Was… they didn’t see that though. They saw an opportunity for a project… they got their project. I got cheated out of life…”

-AX-3L

I’m, sorry that happened

[she’s silent for a bit]

(Roll to keep control of the vessel)

[the-alphonze]

“…I don’t want an old version of you. I want to be seen as a person, and loved like one”

-Axel is still making paper stars-

“I thought that maybe my sister, or well, used to be sister would have been able to. But yeah…. I still don’t hate you for killing me, I’m sad but… this is like the third time, it’s gettting numbing”

-She’s keeps making the stars, repeating the same thing over and over again-

“I just wanted a sister. Didn’t have to be the old one. I’m sorry… also what happened to your funny voice?”

-AX-3L

(Ooc: bring the cowboy accent back /silly)

That’s the tough part is convincing people to see that. It’d be difficult but a way it could get easier is we could try finding a humanoid vessel. Your last one was a cat and not, looking, like a person is a big reason why you don’t get treated like one

This is the one place I don’t have to follow orders I take a break from using “the funny voice” in here

[the-alphonze]

“…how can you expect me answer that?”

-Axel moves away from the door, get some paper, then walks into the cold storage. Axel cuts up the paper and makes paper stars-

“…we aren’t dying here. I just wanted to feel again. I don’t think I bring myself to kill my sister.”

-AX-3L

(Rolled a 11 for control and a 17 to see how sane Axel is rn, no dying (yet)

(Hes silent for a while. Just watching Axel make the stars)

Axel I’m sorry. For, killing, your old vessel, but also I know you want, a version, of me back but I’m not them anymore. I know you’ve been looking for her for a while probably but I’m not her anymore. I understand she was probably the only family member you had but he’s gone

Doing this isn’t bringing old me back

[the-alphonze]

(Rolled an 18)

-Axel looks down at her crushed body, and slowly picks up the pieces. She throws them over the edge of the boat and watches every single one sink-

“It’s a bit too late for that, sister.”

-She looks over the edge of the ship.. for a bit too long… before finally turning away. She goes to in front the cold storage door… she reaches an hand to open it-

-AX-3L

(I GOT A THIRTEEN HOW DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS)

There’s always time there isn’t always a late

Are you sure about going in there Axel

(Roll to keep control of the vessel)