Jul 17
sometimes there is a sadness to having horny dreams...
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sometimes there is a sadness to having horny dreams...
why is the start of the day so hard and then its okay to be alive the later it is
Realizing how much harder my relationships get when i'm physically sick. Its been a consistent trend, emotions flaring high, fights picked. And so much easier to be mature show restraint when i'm healthy. another reason to take care of myself better... I can't be the person I want to be when i'm like this.
wanting to be a part of something not for what it is but what it might lead towards is. always dangerous and disappointing in my opinion. it might be cowardly but no more dreams like that. it'll only be a shortcut to things blowing up worse.
im going to spin a wheel and get a new interest abd it better not have maids #fuckmaids
Keep. Trying to calm down enough to put things to rest. But then it just. More.
There are things it would be a mistake to do in anger and pain. But sometimes life just. Doesnt give you the opportunity to. Handle things calmly and maturely.
Whose call was it in developing 'existence' that parents be optimized as the least understanding and most overreaching entities on the fucking planet
Trauma will have you go 'haha good im unpacking why im like this. Too bad i'm still unloveable until i fix it, ha.'