#azures journal

[azurewhitewind]

I really miss Tumblr!♡

I haven’t really been active in years since the purge of nsfw content on this site some years ago, but I do miss posting here a lot. I just miss the customization and how much fun I had in fandoms some years ago. I’ve since been mostly active on Twitter, Instagram and Youtube! That being said, I want to use this for resources and just posting my art here again! Anyway, I’ll be dusting off this account, hopefully soon! ♡

[azurewhitewind]

I've just been thinking about what imma do social media wise... So far, I haven't been feeling Twitter, and it sucks that pretty much all my friends are on there since there really aren't any alternatives... There's more under the cut if anyone wants to continue reading... I'm just being mindful of people's timeline...

I mean, there's bluesky, which is nice, but it's rather dead, so for now, I just been on Twitter on and off... One of my mutuals told me I didn't have to be on Twitter if I didn't want to...

The problem is that all my friends/mutuals are on there, so it's really hard to just get up and leave. I don't want anyone to think it's their fault or that I'm abandoning them when I do decide to leave...

Since this has happened in the past when I used to get up and leave a lot, so idk... I don't want to be mean, but Twitter is kinda lame?

And I find myself not liking it as much as before. It's really hard for my art to be seen on there, and it's just one of the worst places for conversation, and it just got worse over the years. I already felt like my voice wasn't heard, which was really painful.

I lost a lot of friends and I have a really bad experience with fandoms in general so that's why I'm so withdrawn and distant from people since I don't want to be hurt like that again so it's hard.

I don't resent anyone or anything, but I gotta stay safe. Fandoms are supposed to be fun, and I don't like what I saw in the furry Fandom, MDZS, and N+C... It's like a few people run the show, and it's their way or the highway... It's really toxic. They're often bossy and rude asf. They're always right, and no one can tell them otherwise, I just hate that so much.

I don't think I'll delete anything, I'll just keep it up and use it every now and then, just not as much as in the past... I just need to think about some things... Anyway, that's all for now. I'll keep in touch!💗💫