#b-lieve it

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It's been almost 4 years that I was diagnosed with As*ergers and just as long of every mental health professional making me "explain why you think you're autistic" during first sessions and assessments.

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So this week there was a t*rrorist attack in my hometown, we're in second lockdown, the US e*ections are taking forever, Cas from S*pernatural came out and Putin is probably resigning what the hap is fuckenin

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An lgbtq+ 2020 mood is being more depressed than usual because Pride being cancelled means you lost a major thing you were looking forward to. And that sucks.

But it motivates me to celebrate who I am now more than ever. Even if it's just my partner and me and our cats, eating snacks off rainbow napkins and playing video games and wearing our gayest Batman shirts listening to Queen.

Any of you got any plans?

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Lads I finally got a referral for a diagnostic testing for possible anxiety disorders and I am fricking scared at the thought of calling the place for an appointment...the irony.

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LADS

I don’t think I am cis

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Dan's video? Am crying.

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Oh mood?

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Not to be annoying but you know when you go search a ship name on tumblr and nine out of ten results are these posts where straight people talk about “relatable gay shipping moments!!!!1111!When your OTP does something cute in the fic you’re reading and your homophobic parents think you’re texting a boy!!″ and in the tags there’s forty ships tagged ranging from Supernatural classic ships to  Sherlock, Homestuck, OUAT, VLD, Pokemon, random manga and overall ships that peaked 10 years ago and these posts grind my gears