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why would anybody NOT want him

#not even sorry my man is so fine i could stare at him forever and die happily #i need to bite him please i need to leave marks on him and show everyone how much he’s loved #someone put me down #☆—`elys rambles #b.shouei

no thoughts head empty just 1) shirtless shouei 2) aiku smirking way up in someone’s personal space 3) ryusei doing some elaborate jumping banana shot while talking about impregnating the goal

#i know nothing about soccer but i know ryusei looks hot shooting his goals #☆—`elys rambles #shouailys #ryuselys #s.ryusei #o.aiku #b.shouei

every night before bed i kiss my barou plushie on the forehead, nose, and lips, imagining it’s the real him

#i probably miss horribly bc i always do it in the dark lol but the thought is there #so yeah. shouelys selfship lore . we sleep in the same bed. we cuddle. we do forehead / nose / lip kisses as our nightly routine. then i+#stroke his hair until i fall asleep curled up on his chest . <3 #he either wakes up with me or before me bc he likes to get up early n i don’t but sometimes i have to for school sigh #☆—`elys rambles #b.shouei

i feel kinda weird saying this but in shouelys lore we first meet in middle school and i’m the first kid to really just ... get shouei. to truly understand. to naturally sort all the colored pencils by color every time i open their metal box and to clean after me always and to make sure everything is in order. with care. not just half-heartedly. instead i organize everything neatly and with intention. and that really does things to shouei because it’s the first time in his life someone is like him, and it’s the first time he truly feels seen.

#his mom tries to keep stuff organized for him too and she does her best to understand him but she’s just not like him #for me shouei’s need for organization n order isn’t special bc my mom and my little bro both have ocd lol my mom got diagnosed like+#30 years ago and my brother got diagnosed at iirc 6 so i’m used to it but it doesn’t run in shouei’s family so despite their efforts he’s+#always felt out of place #and so meeting me opens a completely new world for him #☆—`elys rambles #b.shouei #for some reason i am hesitant to hc him as having ocd but i really do think he has ocd #and yes i know ocd is way more than just being organized but i think for him that is a big part of it

me to my f/os: yeah i don’t have a fav, i love all of you equally just not always as much at the same time bc my hyperfixations change

me to barou: it’s you. i love you the most

#somewhat recent development but yeah . barou is the one for me #i very much love all my other f/os too very very very much and they’re all special to me but barou is like. extra special #idk why or how he just. he just is #<3 #b.shouei #☆—`elys rambles

i want to call barou mommy in bed so bad

#he wouldn’t like it but ugh #he fits so perfectly idk #☆—`elys rambles #b.shouei #shouelys #i also want him to call me mommy in bed but that’s even more impossible #😔😔😔

i love shouei so much i could cry he’s so good to me and he looks so good i’m winning so hard in life

#if only he was real. alas #☆—`elys rambles #b.shouei

barou shouei really is one of the best looking men there are but people can’t appreciate him because they don’t like his hair

#all fake fans. he looks great with his fuckass hairstyle too >:(#/lhj #but i do think he looks great with his hair up too. he just looks GREAT with it down . you know #b.shouei #☆—`elys rambles

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