#babbiebun

[thelambpuppy]

im a baby rn. had a bad flashback. my headspace dad n mom helped snap me outta it but…im so tired. im so upset. i was gon play on my tablet but sibs (irl) kept bugging me about Mary’s funeral

;-; it isnt safe for me to go to this funeral. im in a wheelchair now. i cant see everyone again. im on T too and i jus….cant hurt myself to see my bloodline again. i cant risk my safety n stuff

im jus a kid stuck makin an adult decision and wanna fucking cry!!! why does holding my boundaries hurt?! why does it feel So Bad!!!

i wanna just smoke and feel better so imma do that i think :( dada (jay) says i should so imma do it ;-;

[thelambpuppy]

back hurts so much. so nervous for tomorrow. oh my god i feel sickkkk

[thelambpuppy]

….i have no words besides holy fuck everything is so bad right now. so fucking bad.

went on vacation and got assaulted among other things. im rlly not okay rn. i wont go into detail here but i just need a damn break im so tired!!!! im tired of this!!! i want my mom! i want a hug from my mom and for all this to go away….

[thelambpuppy]

things i did to help me regress tn

1) watched a kids movie (last unicorn)

2) ate comfort food (ramen!! and spaghetti!!)

3) laid in bed and smoked (helped me calm down)

i dont got any appointments tomorrow so i can sleep in and be baby till someone needs me :3

[thelambpuppy]

i feel so small and tired and just….weepy. god i need a hug and a bottle and just…life to give me a break

im just a kid. yknow? im just a kid. im small and shouldn’t have to shoulder all of this.

gonna drink some juice :)) (liquid iv) n smoke a bit before bed

[thelambpuppy]

!!!!! awawawa!!!!!! I got little gear and it’s so cute AHHH

[thelambpuppy]

its 11 and i dont wanna go to bed!!!! *stomps feet*

[thelambpuppy]

bwahhh. so im feeling really small rn. looked into some adult baby pajamas and just 😭 aughh im gonna buy some!! i’m tired of hiding this part of me.

i am an age regressor due to my trauma and really do not like being sexualized while in that space. i love little gear soo much ahhh T^T and will just get some. fuck it!! i deserve to regress and be comfy

plus i want cuter briefs. the ones i have are so boring :( i want dinos on mine or bunnies!! also want more pacis