#babyyaps

[thatbabydeer]

I've been wondering as someone who primarily reads and writes for Steve on here, would this fandom be dead after st is over 😭

[thatbabydeer]

on a genuine note if Steve dies i dont think I'll be able to get myself to write AT all not just for him but like i won't be able to write at all for awhile while.

LEAVE MY MAN UNTOUCHED.

[thatbabydeer]

Oh my God I miss tumblr so much i just started a 9 hour job at a clinic like a week ago and it leaves me soo exhausted I MISS WRITING I MISS READING I MISS MY MAN MY BABY STEVE💔💔💔💔💔

[thatbabydeer]

guys i am so sick rn and the dreaded writers block has befallen upon me I DIDN'T THINK IT'D HAPPEN THIS QUICK I THOUGHT I STILL HAD A FEW 15-20K WORD LIMIT LEFT IN ME

someone gimme a pep talk and tell me to get my shit together

i miss writing this beautiful man sm and it's only been 2 days 😭

[thatbabydeer]

FINALLY working on the smut scene for the mind series I'm so excited ahh

this exactly how he looks in my head rn🥹

[thatbabydeer]

i think I've started a series at a very bad timing. It's when there are like 1000 different authors who also have ongoing series and there's only so much people are gonna read. my series heartburn isn't doing well at all:(

gonna wait a week and see if there's any progress or I'mma put it on hiatus and just work on oneshots and reqs since that BLOWS up on my blog 😭

[thatbabydeer]

i just completed chapter two of heartburn.

sooo wanna post it rn but i just posted delicate and it's blowing up (holy shit did not expect that at all ily guys sm.) so I'm scared chapter two will get little to no attention LITERALLY COMPETING WITH MYSELF RN LOL. lwymmd.

(seriously love you guys)

[thatbabydeer]

writer's block is eating me alive but i am close to finishing a oneshot. (working on the smut rn should be out soon?) 😝