Pairing: B.Katsuki x introverted/quiet reader
Trope: angst to fluff
Summary: reader and Bakugo are dating in middle school,she overhears some girls talking about their relationship and gets a tad bit insecure, starts spiraling until Katsuki finally confronts her ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა
p.s:this is my first drabble but I hope y’all like it
Enjoy loves!!!
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“Well he’s gonna break up with her sooner or later I mean why would someone with such a bright future be with someone like her. She’s like a big blah”
“~neehhh you’re right mei-chan, do they even act like a couple in public oh wait does the mute even speak? Honestly I think he’s with her cause he pities her.”
“~ouuu that’s gotta be the reason cause why would someone like bakugo look at her, he’s got so much potential and then you have her…. She’s soooo damn boring”
“Kay girls let’s run to class we’re already 20mins late
“Shoot we’re sooo done for”
~Bathroom door rattles and shuts CLUNK
I mean they’re not wrong, sometimes I do ask myself why someone like katsuki keeps me around…I guess he truly just does feel bad for me maybe if I were more outgoing and headstrong he wouldn’t feel like this.
shit I’ve been such a bad girlfriend dragging him down with me, I’m sure he’s disgusted and is just waiting for the right time to get rid of me I mean why would he want someone like me anyways I can’t even express myself properly when I’m with him. I’m so damn boring, I wish I was as headstrong and goal oriented as him maybe then he wouldn’t pity me and let me stay by his side even when he leaves for UA
I bet he’s already tired of me
Well I guess it’s best if I distance myself from him now That way it won’t hurt when he finally leaves me
RING RING RING RING RING RING
Oh it’s already time for lunch.
wiping the remaining tears hoping katsuki had already left with his friends, I ran to class to pick up my stuff and headed to the roof as I had already lost my appetite
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The crisp breeze hit my face as soon as I opened the door to the rooftop, sometimes I just escape here as it gets way to noisy and clustered down in the lunch hall the janitor gave me the keys cause I helped clean up the place, katsuki would often find me here and share his lunch with me, we would talk the entire time, him mostly doing the talking and me pitching in when needed but it was easy being with him that’s what I particularly liked about our relationship he didn’t need me to change he accepted me for ME. Oh well guess I was wrong maybe he did want me to be more extroverted, maybe he felt bad that I was all alone here, gosh I probably take up his time with his friends by keeping him here with me, he’s definitely sick of me. I wish I wasn’t like this I wish I was less of a loser
The tears started falling without me even noticing
I-I’m gonna miss him whispering to myself.
the door creaked open, and footsteps followed…. already knowing who it was I quickly wiped my face and composed myself the best I could
“Oi I’ve been waiting for you downstairs had our table and food picked out and everything”
“Oh umm I’m not hungry anymore”I replied in a voice still hoarse, not turning to face him
“thought you said you wanted to try the takoyaki today”
grumbling he continued
“don’t know why tho it’s prolly shit compared to what I bring for us”
“You can go have lunch with your friends bakugo, I’ll catch you after, you don’t have to stick around me all the time” I just wanted him to leave not wanting to seem weak around him as always
Shit I could feel the tears building up again
“Bakugou huh? Cut the crap why aren’t you looking at me y/n”
“Nothing I’m just tired right now you can go” voice cracking at the end
“if you want me to leave say it to my face”
Now crouching behind me, I could feel his breath on my neck, he turned me around abruptly by the arm
Just one last time I thought to myself as I jumped into his arms in an attempt to hide my face, let out a heavy sob.
A few minutes passed and I had calmed down after bawling my eyes out
Taking my face in both palms just like he always did when he was about to kiss my cheeks he murmured a soft
“You done?”
I still couldn’t look him in he eyes
“Now are you going to tell me who I have to beat up or am I going to have to find out myself?”
Shooting up and now meeting his eyes as I I didn’t want to cause any more stress for him I snapped
“No one. It’s nothing I’m just in my own head again I’m sorry bakugo, I don’t want to waste your time anymore you can go back to class I’m feeling kind of sick I think I’ll just go home in a while”
“KATSUKI you fucking call me katsuki I’m not bakugo to you now can you actually tell me what’s wrong y/n like really? I can’t stand you looking at me like this I want to beat the extras that did this to you give me names babe I swear they’ll all come and beg for you forgiveness on their knees”
“Just talk to me baby” he added in a desperate tone and looked at me with his softened gaze reserved for me
I’m doing it again I’m just pulling him down wasting his time I think I should just get it off my chest maybe then he’ll finally get the boost to tell me how he actually feels and end things instead of stringing me along until graduation
And then the rambling began
“I’m sorry, I’m really sorry I don’t want to be like this I don’t want to feel like this I hate that I’m like this and I wish I was someone different sometimes I wish I could swap bodies with mei or koyuki maybe then I wouldn’t be such a loser maybe then you won’t feel embarrassed to be around me maybe I would finally be someone you want by your side and I know it sounds dumb and stupid it’s just that I love you, smiling sadly to myself I love you a lot katsuki, I love the way you’re so passionate about your goals, I love how headstrong and expressive you are I love how you speak up for yourself and for me even though I know it must get annoying at times, I love how caring you are even though you don’t show it to others and how secretly smart you are, but mostly I love when you’re with me just being you I don’t know if that makes any sense, and I know I haven’t been a good girlfriend hell I’m probably just a waste of your damn time and you’re probably embarrassed about being with me in public cause of how boring I am. The truth is I want to be someone who can stand beside you and not someone you have to protect and drag along I want to be as strong as you katsuki and I know you’ll forget me once you go to UA and start your new life with your hero friends and find someone who is an actual equal for you and probably laugh about how dumb I was for falling this hard for you heck I wouldn’t even blame you I’m not worth the stress and I know you’re with me cause you pity my sorry ass, but I just have one last request”
Heaving in a large breath
“Look I know it sounds stupid, God! I’m such a mess right now, you must want to run away and get rid of me as soon as possible and end this sorry excuse of a relationship I mean why wouldn’t you we don’t even have anything in common, I don’t even have the drive to be a hero like you.You know people would laugh, a top hero like you settling for a mediocre girl like me they’d make fun of us you deserve so much more,someone who won’t make you look bad”
“But please katsuki” I went on
“Just give me some time before you break up with me, I just want to spend a little more time with you before you go off and become who you’re meant to be with who you’re meant to be with, and I know I’m a shitshow right now and I won’t blame you if you want to leave right now, but just consider it”
Looking down at my lap I shut my eyes waiting for his answer
“Who do you think you are”
Opening my eyes wide
“Just who do you think you are to be making decisions for me, you think I’m with you cause I pity you? You think I’d waste my time with anyone I don’t want to be with. You think I don’t love you. Let me be crystal clear with you y/n”
“I don’t half ass things. When I want something or someone I go for it with everything I’ve got and no one can stop me. I am with you because I want to be with you and only you. I don’t need you to change who you are and I don’t care if you’re quiet, hell I love you for that. I love that we can just sit exist without having to talk all the time, the silence is peaceful for me, and I don’t care if you don’t want to be a hero you can just be you and if anyone has anything to say they can come fight me about it, and what’s this about leaving you when I go to UA huh?! Did I ever say anything about leaving you behind, sure we might be going to different schools but don’t you ever think I’m gonna let any useless extra swoop in and take what’s mine” he growled at that.
Pausing he looked up at me noticing my eyes filling up with tears once AGAIN
“You know why? Cause I love you for you and I don’t need you to be anyone else or change a damn thing about you because you are fucking enough for me just the way you are”
“…tch always have been and always will be”he added
before the first tear dropped katsuki grabbed me into a tight bone crushing hug instantly melted into his embrace. Giggling stupidly I realized how dumb I had been letting some irrelevant people’s words get to me and failing to see what I was about to throw away without even finding out about how he felt.
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A moment passed
And we’d settled to sitting side by side, my head resting on his shoulder
Katsuki suddenly took my jaw in his hands
“Y/n if you ever try to break up with me again. I will kill you and bring you back to life and make those thoughts leave your damn head and kill any extra who dared put them there in the first place”
“You understand?”
“MHMMMM Mm-unner-shtann” I replied face still mushed in his hands
He shook my head up and down in agreement.The sun was setting by this time we’d already missed last period. I settled in his arms again just wanting to be next to him.
“Babe”
“Hmm?”
“you’re getting fat” l joked poking his arm
He deadpanned “T’s not fat dumbass it’s my muscles they’re getting bigger been training more, since you said you’re into biceps and shi”
“Ouuu you’re doing it for me, to praise you” wiggling my eyebrows I contained
“oh katsuki you attention whore”
He diverted his gaze his ears slightly getting pinker
“HUH NO IM NOT!” he exclaimed bashfully whilst still blushing
I just laughed at his antics AWWWWWW sooo cute ;) (someone get the reference hehehe)
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After a while we picked our stuff up and started heading towards the train station cherry blossom season was almost here The trees were almost blooming getting slightly distracted by the beautiful scenery I tripped to my doom
~Just kidding katsuki caught me by the arm
“ughh watch where you’re walking idiot stop wandering off, do you know how much that injury would hurt then I’d have to listen to you whine about how you’re not gonna clean up the wound stop being so damn clumsy don’t leave my side now” he said sterly smiling like an idiot at how caring he could be in his own brash manner I took his hand in mine and we continued our walk.
“Oi y/n who were the extras who said I was embarrassed to show that you’re mine”
“No one just forget it about it”
“Y/n” he repeated dead serious.
“Ugh fine it was mei, koyuki and hana
Promis me you won’t do anything stupid katsuki just leave them be” I sweatdropped
“Chill m’not crazy I wont do anything babe”
“Hmmm okay” I side eyed him
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~time skip ≽(•⩊ •マ≼~
THE NEXT DAY
I want to be cat.
I don’t want to go to school anymore I want to be a cat cuddled up in my owners blanket and sleep all day. I glared at the window next to my seat
Why does one need school anyways I study wayyy better at home on my own anyways it’s just a waste of time. TIME I COULD USE TO SLEEP I don’t think I can make it to second period -_-.
BzzzzzzzzzBZZZZZZBZZZZZZbzzzzzBzz
oh first period is over yay!.You have NOTHING to be happy about y/n.Sigh we still have the whole day left fuck my life:(
Everyone had left their seats and were in their little friend groups joking around and some had gone out to run errands
~Whump
The seat in front of me was now occupied by my boyfriend who had been picking up trash as punishment for the whole day”
“hey baby” he smirked
“Hi katsuki” I responded lazily, “how was trash pickup, had fun?”
“tch shitty as always”he rolled his eyes
He then looked around noticing something behind us and then brought his face really close to mine, then spoke up louder and huskier than normal
“You know I missed you soo much y/n”then BOOM he slammed his lips to mine startled at first my eyes widened it was explosive just like him.
Not used to the pda but missing him too I just melted into the it. However, the kiss took a turn and got sloppier than normal~
We stopped obviously cause of the lack of breath…
The saliva string just made everything worse. I’m sure I was bright red at this point and katsu just smirked subtly looking behind us once again, I then turned around seeing mei koyuki and hana with their jaws on the floor and the whole damn class looking at us in awe, even Izuku who was normally buried nose deep in his notes was staring and blushin
Kissing my cheek and mumbling a quick love you, he took off once again leaving me in a embarrassing daze for the rest of the day
OH HE’S SOOO DEAD FOR THIS
see now this wouldn’t happen if I was a damn cat…
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