#bakura rants

[thrillmechillmeplskillme]

I am not dating a girl because I hate men. I am dating a girl because I am in love with her. Because when I see her face all of my problems go away. I am dating a girl because a girl is who I fell for. This has been a psa.

[thrillmechillmeplskillme]

I hate how characters that I find attractive in tv shows and movies are people I would never find attractive irl

[thrillmechillmeplskillme]

For a drawing of myself with Ryou Bakura I will offer Red vs Blue art/Fanfiction

[thrillmechillmeplskillme]

My girlfriend was supposed to come over today but she had to cancel and i am bored now

[thrillmechillmeplskillme]

My mom took my sick cat to the vet today and the verdict wasn't good. Both of her kidneys failed so we have to have her put down tonight. This is probably the saddest day of my life. We've already had to have one cat put down this year and now we have to have another die, but at least last time I had had a good five years with my last kitty. We've barely even had Castiel for a year. This is the most pain I've ever been in, and I just want it to stop.

[thrillmechillmeplskillme]

So I'm down to two people I actually fully like to be around. I find that really sad.

[thrillmechillmeplskillme]

So like I try to be a generous person. I let people borrow pens/pencils even when I know I won't get them back. I let people use my phone if they need to call home from school or something. I let people use my tablet when they come over. I buy food for people when we go out. BUT apparently if I ever need or want them to do the same for me I'm imposing on them or asking too much or whatever, and I'm just getting kind of sick of being nice.

[thrillmechillmeplskillme]

Ugh I wanna make a Caboose ask blog but no one would ask me questions or rp with me and I want a donut because pastry train cuteness otp fun times but just ugh