May 14
yeah, I guess I am Balroghearted… I still can’t get over the fluffy feeling of reading the Moria chapters in the Lord of the Rings and imagining myself as Durin’s Bane in Moria somehow feels right despite me not feeling any connection to Middle Earth whatsoever (this is what makes me say I’m not Balrogkin)
this is probably because seeing myself as an unearthed demonic horror living in a grand underground city feels right
also both me and Durin’s Bane are demons of shadow and flame
also also I still need to read the Silmarillion so I still feel like I need to hold out on any strong Tolkien-related labels