But, sometimes... I still feel blue. And then, I feel guilty about feeling sad, because I am supposed to be the upbeat positive one all the time! I mean I am known as being an upbeat person. I mean, P.A.C.E. Right? But, I'm not always. And I started to think. Maybe I'm just being really unfair on myself, you know? I don't always have to be upbeat and positive. And to expect that of myself is... it isn't fair. To camouflage myself to fit into a mold of what I think I should act or feel or think. Well, that doesn't help anyone and it... it just gets you lost. [ Feeling Blue? You’re not alone. | Barbie Vlogs ]













