Someone tell me why I try?
I make you meals everyday;
I stay up late making sure everything is perfect;
I make sure the food I make doesn't have anything you don't like;
I get work for you that you miss when you aren't around;
I help you with anything you need;
I'm always there when you need me;
I don't cling on to you;
I give you what you want;
I try my best to always look beautiful for you;
I try to make you smile;
I try to make you happy;
I've given you so much more than myself;
But you never look twice at me, you never notice my feelings or if you do you just brush it off.
You don't even need to love me back, just a pat on the head and saying I see you trying and I appreciate it is all I ask for.
And even if I don't get it, it's okay because I'm always going to be here doing everything I possibly can and beyond for you.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry if what I'm asking for is too much. I'm sorry if I'm being selfish. And most of all, I'm sorry that I'm not the one you truely desire to do and feel all of this for you.
















