Oct 4, 2021
But how is RAS going to promote the show without insta? Via twitter? Don't make me laugh.
We will probably really have a couple of calm days 🌟
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But how is RAS going to promote the show without insta? Via twitter? Don't make me laugh.
We will probably really have a couple of calm days 🌟
Quick update:
I think I'm doing pretty great at this whole bar exam thing. 1/4 of the way done!
3 hours left
3/4 done. 100 questions left.
Crushed it
1/2 way to freedom!
Excuse my screaming into the void for a second.
I talked to my dad yesterday (which I do every day) and he said that he’d called his doctor’s office to get the results of his blood tests (for a regular physical) and they said the doctor wanted to see him. And he’s there right now waiting for why his doctor wants to see him and he’s had chest pains and breathing issues in the past but not recently and he is on medication for high cholesterol but other than that he’s always been super healthy. Eats really well. Works out every single day. But he’s gonna be 70 next month and he’s always so stressed and he works so hard and I’m basically panicking right now. Because I can’t deal with my dad not being okay. He’s my person. Literally the ONLY person in my life that I can ALWAYS count on and trust no matter what. I know I’m the only one he ever really opens up to about anything and it scares me sometimes to think that he’s not doing well but this is a whole different ballgame. And I’m 2 weeks out from the Bar Exam and I’m freaking out that something is gonna be wrong and I will have to choose between being there for my family (because if ANYTHING happens to my dad, I am in charge. The rest of them are pretty useless) or, you know, studying for and taking and passing the fucking Bar Exam. I’m trying to study but I can’t make my stomach not be in knots and my heart is pounding and racing and I’m basically just freaking out.
Actively trying not to start openly sobbing in Starbucks because my brain feels like it’s going to explode out of my head STILL and there are some teenaged girls talking really loud really close to me and I can hear them through the Tchaikovsky on my headphones and I can’t seem to focus on these study questions so I’m panicking over getting stuff wrong on my best subject.
I hate everything and I want to die.
I am full of rage and I just want to either punch a wall or go back to bed.
Today in Ariel's Starbucks adventures, there's a group of survivalists sitting in the corner and there's a real chatty barista who is making me want to stab my ears out.