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Base Emotions Happy Soft, warm Glowing, giggling, smiling Theme park, sun, rain, cemetery Emptying, dropping, mourning Wet, cold Sad
The Ego - The Master of Matter!!
The Ego – The Master of Matter!!
Ahhh duality, the under appreciated, undervalued gift of life. We have two minds that absolutely MUST work together, in harmony with each other. The soul mind and the ego mind. The Master of energy and the Master of matter. Both brilliant task masters. Each very different from the other. When the ego is hard at work, it is working in the base emotions, concentrated, diligent and…
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Tears Suck With A Head Cold
There he is beside me just chillin. He hasn't left me alone a lot in the past few days. I should be thankful the cute little fucker wants to be around me and, I am. Thankful that is. In a week I'll never see him again. It was decided that the Ex has custody. It's a good decision but.. Base emotions are overwhelming me. They say things to me in my head... "I remember when I adopted that cat. I paid for him and YOU said it was mine and it was irresponsible to get him. You didn't trust me." And "My Mom went into debt and helped pay for the operation the cat needed. Her and I covered 80% of the $7000 needed to do it. Now he gets to go with you and I'll never hold him again. Fuck You!! Fuck! You!" But base emotions do no good here. They're valid but useless because I know better. I can't afford to live alone and take care of him and my other cat. I can only afford one potential vet bill. He's best friends with your cat. They're Bros. Separating them isn't good. I know you'll care for them. I trust you. It's better this way. Now if I can just spend time with them with out crying as much that'd be great. It's better this way.