#batarambles

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read comic online is not working- did y'all crash the comic website ? did y'all crash the fucking comic website ?

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Here's a mini update on my untraining:

I moved into a new apartment this weekend. Today I went shopping to get a couple odds and ends for my place. It turned out to be more than a couple. More than a few, even.

I walked the 3/4 mile home with three overfilled marshalls big bags, all fairly unwieldy and together, quite heavy. Fine. I managed. I got in the door, put everything down, collapsed on the couch.

My eyes drifted shut. My legs pushed apart of their own accord. My crotch got very warm very quickly.

As soon as I realized what was happening, I sat straight up and tried to hold it, but my bladder was having none of it. My muscles weren't really responding down there like they used to.

I felt my pull-up (a level of protection my daddy and I have compromised on during the day as I adjust to a new job and new living situation) swell and soften as I trickled into it. I was able to slow down my stream, but it kind of hurt, and my muscles were so tired.

I didn't even have to pee very badly! I was so occupied with my task, I didn't clock the urge at all!

Frankly, I'm not sure why the accident happened. I shouldn't have been near leaking. There was no other strain on those muscles. But today I had a genuine accident from exhaustion, and honestly it was pretty hot.

My daddy's gonna be SOOOOOOOO excited when he reads this.

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Some personal observations:

"Can you be a big girl and wear your diapers without fussing?" Immediately results in more fussing.

"Aw, my big girl..." Immediately obedient and soft.

"You're such a cuuuuutie" Embarrassing, patronizing, acceptable but blushy

"There's my pretty girl😉" Melty, red-cheeked, flattered mess

"Baby, do you have something to tell me? Louder, honeybun, I can't hear you" MEAN mean mean, but very fun and embarrassing. A one-two punch of tingles

"Honey. Daddy needs to see your diaper, NOW. You're not allowed to hide your padding from me when I try to check you." Ack! Okay! Fine, firm voiced meanie. How come you're allowed to be so hot and use that against me?? I might wet myself about it.

"Oh... you're having an accident, aren't you? That's okay, baby, that's where your peepees are supposed to go! Right into your padding." Aghhhhhhh yeah... yeah, I guess they are... I'm so doomed

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Roo's rule change

If you were around for my first tumblr go-around, you know my daddy forbade underwear a while ago. Roughly in... January?

Well, it's gotten worse.

Up to this point, my daddy trusted me not to wear panties, and I've had them stashed away in a drawer. And I've obeyed! I've only worn underwear twice since then — once in protest and once under a diaper as a punishment for said protest. However...

Last time my daddy came to my house, he took a pair of my long untouched underwear back home with him. He used them to touch himself, and catch the mess when he came.

I was so fucking jealous of those panties.

Anyway, he's decided he likes that system. He likes the way it torments me, how it taunts me that I can't touch myself without thick, absorbent padding on, but he gets to use my former undergarments to pleasure himself. It's so FREAKING unfair.

It's also incredibly hot.

Next time I visit him, I'm to bring every single pair of underwear I own, so he can use them... however he wants. I won't even have underwear anymore to use, even if I wanted to potty train to be a big girl again!

He's allowed to come into my panties, while I, with my baby bladder, can't be trusted not to dribble little accidents into them if I was ever given another chance.

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A moment from my day yesterday:

My daddy facetimed me unexpectedly as I was walking to my room to get ready for bed. I was so taken with how handsome he looked, I wet my pants as soon as I picked up the call. I fucking filled my formerly dry pull-up because I got so immediately aroused when presented with his face unexpectedly, I lost control of my bladder. I hadn't even felt an urge to pee before.

I'm fucked, yes?

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Daily Diaries, pt. 7

There will be a day where I accidentally write "Dairies," and if that happens, none of you will say shit, please and thank you.

Dear Daddy,

Today was...

I think today was the beginning of the end of my bladder control.

It was my first day in daytime diapers at work — my first day in thinner diapers since May. And you know what? You've fucking broken me.

It's so unfair, Daddy. SO FREAKIN NO FAIR!!! I finally get a chance to be a big girl. Well, not a big girl, because I was in diapers, but FUCK. Hold on, let me walk you through this:

You took away my panties and put me in pull-ups for nighttime

You took away my nighttime pull-ups and put me in diapers for nighttime

You took away my daytime pull-ups and put me in diapers all the time except for breaks and exercising in pull-ups

You took away all my pull-ups and made my diapers thicker

You made me a freaking bedwetter

You took away my pull-ups at work and made me wear thick diapers in my work downtime

You started having me wear thick diapers all day, even at work

...and now, finally, today I got to wear thin diapers at work for the first time. It's my first tiny step toward potty training since January! And you know what happened?

I filled it to capacity within an hour.

I was terrified the whole time it would leak, because I'm not used to keeping track of how wet my diapers are anymore — I'm used to diapers so thick, I don't have to worry about leaking for hours

It felt so warm and wet and took so much longer to wick up my accidents.

I was dribbling consistently, every five minutes.

It's getting so bad, Daddy!

I told you what happened, and you made a plan. You're changing the rules on me because my control has regressed so far. I'll detail this in another post, but suffice it to say I won't be allowed in thin daytime diapers for much longer outside of very special occasions.

Somehow, I made it through the day without leaking on my light pants. I had a good day, and halfway through, my daddy sent me some... pictures... and I got so immediately horny that I had another peepee accident in my diaper🥺🙈 I don't know how it happens, it's just a trigger at this point.

Today was the dribbliest day I've ever had.

I don't know if I'm ever coming back from it.

You were texting me about how you want to untrain me to the point where...

I can never trust my bladder to go unpadded when I go out with friends

I can never tell whether my diaper's full — you need to check me

I can never trust myself to stay dry overnight

I need to be diapered whenever I leave the house, or know I'm risking a near-definite wet spot on my cute outfit

I'm so used to you changing me I forget how to do it quite right by myself

And honestly, Daddy? I thought that would scare me, but it's just making me more excited.

Guess what? It's time for our movie night!!!!!! See you right now!!!

Roo

(also I'm unpadded right now hehehehehe)

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Starting a new blog for whatever's next

A heads up: I'm done posting here for the time being, and likely won't be adding much to this account other than to designate whatever account I create next as mine. My partner and I broke up around the new year. It was amicable and I'm in a good place, but this account is a bit of a memory box of things we did together, and I'd prefer to start fresh as I continue exploring these kinks on my own. Thanks for all your support this past year :)

I'll be in touch when I think up a new avenue. Maybe some more kinky scenario writing?

Be well❤️

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Every moment to ourselves tonight, my daddy pulled me in and started kissing behind my ear and along my neck and softly moaning in my ear until I lost control and flooded my increasingly-soaked pull-up

🫠🫠🫠