batterwhich said: no sh you don’t understand you’re so great
no, i don't understand. you probably don't either. unless you're someone who has had the privilege of being very, very close to my heart and therefore have inevitably been subjected to me being an utter sack of pissing dicks and making them feel like shit for things that aren't their problem because I'M the person who has no fucking place in any social context whatsoever and I'M the person who has weird fucking feelings that are incongruous to the feelings other humans have, then you don't understand.
or you could be one of the many people who care about me very deeply but who i disregard anyway because i just can't care back the same way, if at all. then you would also understand. maybe you're starting to now.
i am a bad person that's all there is to it and nobody deserves me i am a fucking monster
