batwieldingjailer replied to your post: ❄ (you’re just a really great Batter/badBatter and seeing you on my dash makes my heart leap with joy.)
(People are afraid of you because you’re so good at what you do and your writing is a work of art.)
>>ART? What is art? [Lies down and stares at the ceiling. Heavy breathing.] I really don't know how to take compliments, though, I will acknowledge this. I acknowledge that I am a good writer, yes. But I will never understand what makes my writing stand out to others and deem me "amazing" or "phenomenal" as some have said to me. I have spent years roleplaying, and I know others who do the same, yet they do not get the same acknowledgement as I do. I love hearing people's opinions of me, EVEN NEGATIVE ONES, even though I will be hurt by it. But I would rather hear truthful opinions rather than constant compliments.
>>That's a cue to those of you who wish to take advantage of anonymous, by the way. I will not try to track anyone down if they say something hateful or have words of criticism. I might not respond well, but I will take it. Like, I don't know... I use a lot of the same words. [shrug.]
>>I guess I don't know how to accept that others can actually follow threads I write with people and... follow them for their own enjoyment? People actually read my threads with Rookie? People like my character development with him? I don't understand, really. Just because it branches from the norm of what I usually do with Batter. And now it's become a big change for my blog and for Batter himself, yet no one has really pointed it out or said anything.
>>Long post is long because I'm typing out my thoughts on this whole matter. I don't like reblogging those things either--posts that asks for compliments like that. ... But I really needed it tonight, and I hope to not do it again.