I came to the Bible College of Wales because I needed to take a sabbatical from work. 2019 was a year of Life Plans Not Working Out - from career to running, to mental health. I had a lot of anxiety and eventual burnout in the second half of the year. A sabbatical was certain, but I didn’t know what I wanted to do. BCW was suggested by a few different people, but I still had fears.
“Will I need to quit my job? If I quit my job that means I can’t transfer to the UK.”
“Will the SG office ‘bond’ me for taking a sabbatical and keeping my employment?”
“Do I still want to be in Kadence - regardless of Singapore or UK?”
“What if I don’t like the direction that Kadence and CMG is going?”
I then came here to come into a place of intimacy with the Lord while I seek further direction, and answers to my questions.
At yesterday’s class, we had Becca Greenwood, who prophesied over each and every single one of us. Her prayer and prophesy went straight into my heart and core, and it broke me.
Lord, I thank you for Ariel. Thank you that you have brought her here. And we pray that everything that has occurred in the past season that has caused anxiety, anxiousness, confusion - we break those assignments now in Jesus’ name. Lord, You have given her power, love, and a sound mind.
I hear the Lord saying that You are a beautiful daughter and a beautiful woman. And we break off every word and action in the past season that tried to tell you otherwise. And we break off the effects of those words and those actions now, in Jesus’ name. They will not linger around you. We silence any accusatory voices that try to come back and speak those anxiousness to you, those whispers in your ears, of anxiousness into your emotions; we break that assignment now in the name of Jesus as far as the north is from the south and the east to the west. I thank You for Your joy, and Lord you flood her with your joy. I hear the Lord saying that what the enemy meant for harm, the Lord is going to turn for good. What you have walked through, the Lord will use you to see many people / captives set free. What you have walked through victoriously, you will see others set free.
And I hear the Lord saying, you are not disqualified because of what’s happened in the past, everything the enemy has spoken to you, that “you’re disqualified”, I break those words right now. You are not disqualified. And the Lord is going to use your testimony to impact many. I hear the Lord saying in this 3-month time, you are shaking off the dust of that past season, and you are setting your gaze on Him. And you are walking and advancing with Him. I thank You Lord that You have sudden surprise moments for her, in this season at BCW. And we call forth the intercessor, we call forth the gift of intercession that You have placed in her - we call it to fullness. And Ariel, you are not a victim, you are a victor. You are walking in a season of encounters with the Lord. You will know the Father’s heart of love. You will know the victory He has already appropriated on the cross. You will no longer have panic attacks, where her heart starts to race, where she cannot sleep - I break that assignment now.
And Lord we speak the spirit of adoption, where she cries out “Abba Father!” and power, love, and a sound mind. Everything that the enemy stole in the past season will be repaid a hundredfold. Everything that was robbed from you in the past season - that provision will be restored. And He says, don’t look back, don’t think back, you are not disqualified. He is a good Father, and He is proving His faithfulness to you, in this season, and setting your feet on firm foundation.
You’re beautiful, girl! This is the beginning, this is a new day for you. The old is over. This is a new day, a new season. And you’re going to run the race that God has set for you.