Sigh.... Parents always tell their kids to not do stupid things because they did it themselves and it turned out bad.... If we do it anyways like even tho they told us not to they will get mad and tell us how dangerous it can get in differet situations and how you have to listen to them and do as they say so they can trust you in other situations.... But this is where I ask myself, didnt their parents tell them not to do certain stuff? If they did wich I think they did because most parents do our parents must have disobeyed and done stuff they werent actually allowed to (what they tell us not to do), and then they must have ended up in a stupid and maybe dangerous situation and then they learnt from it and wont do it again.
But this is where i get like even more confused than I already am.... So they did stupid stuff and learnt from their mistakes. They tell us to not do stupid stuff or things like going out late nights etc. and tell us what can happen. But we will never understand and believe them since its just something they told us about.
This is where I come to the point of knowledge and experiences. My parents tell me I need experiences, I need to know what to do in different situations, I need to know how to take myself home at night, etc. but how the actual fuck am i supposed to gain experiences if im not allowed to go out to get some. Let me experience the world and collect experiences. My mom litterary said that since I havent been out so much I dont know what to do in different situations so therefore I cant go out late nights.... Like whaat¿¡ Well ofcourse I dont know what to do if you dont fucking let me out. Like how am I supposed to gain experiences if you hold me back? And like no one has all the experiences and knows everything from zero but everyone starts at zero and they go out do stupid things and learn from their mistakes and gain fucking experiences thats how it is. We need to be stupid to get wise!
I just wanna go out and live my life, go out, drink, get drunk, go to late night concerts, go out clubbing, dance even tho i cant; live, I just want to run out into the world and have fun and live my life do mistakes and just be happy and free. Because after all YOLO.... Like actually. We do only live once and we shld take every opportunity we get to suck the fun out of life. Smoke once, travel the world, stay out all night, go clubbing, get drunk, live, love, laugh, be in an orgy, touch ourselves, dance to too loud music, go to concerts of our all time favourites, scream, fuck, cry, cut, do what we feel like, go through tough periods, go through whatever we need to get through to live our life out fully, try to survive, find ourselves, drop our insecurities, see the beauty in everything, see the beauty in ourselves and be fucking flawless.