#be myself again

[katattackerr]

It’s those days when I don’t sleep because anxiety decides to screw me over

[lemon-heart]

I told someone the conversation we were having made me feel really uncomfortable, and told them I was skipping it and said bye. This is the first time I've ever done this and I actually feel really empowered. I got myself out of a situation which I didn't like, without laughing it off and making a joke; ultimately belittling and pushing aside my feelings. I should not have to fight with myself to push my feelings aside to keep the peace every time I don't want someone to say certain things around me or I don't want to be around someone period. I need to eliminate toxic feelings and people out of my life, and if this is what it takes them so be it. Let me become me again, the little girl who always spoke her mind in the most innocent, honest way. I'm not going to be insensitive, just self aware of my needs as a human being.

[feelingofdivinity-blog]

I'm waiting for the day I won't suffer anymore.

[kpop-musique]

Eddy Manual(에디킴) covers 'Be Myself Again' by Eric Benet

[psychotic-psychology]

Be Myself Again

Let me introduce myself I'm a woman that youve never seen You might know me from somewhere else As someone that Ive never been I gave everything to play the game My soul fell apart at the seams I fell down like a house of cards When somebody pulled the queen Cause you could spend your life Lookin for your own reflection Time could blur the lines Between whats real and whats projected Had I known what I lost What I gained, what itd cost Id still give what remains To be myself again You must believe me when I say Dont live someone else's design Turn it around like a photograph The writing's been there all the time Now you can have all these hopes and dreams The ones I cant use anymore I dont know what it is you lost But I hope you got what you came for Cause you could spend your life Lookin for your own reflection Time could blur the lines Between whats real and whats projected Had I known what I lost What I gained, what it'd cost Id still give what remains To be myself again Sometimes I wanna leave right now Sometimes I wanna cry out loud I wanna let it all hang out But I dont wanna let you down Sometimes I wanna just lay here Sometimes I wanna disappear I wanna show you all my fear But I dont want to let you down Cause you could spend your life Lookin for your own reflection Time could blur the lines Between whats real and whats projected Had I known what I lost What I gained, what it'd cost Id still give what remains To be myself again

[floral-vision]

I remember when I used to photograph things. I remember being super enlightened by humans and everything they did. I remember treating my body better. I remember being so involved into activities. I remember when I never felt upset, and now it seems is thats all I am. I think Im going to delete some excess social medias I have (tumblr is safe of course) But I really dont want to turn bitter or cold but I think Im just lacking genuine people and love that I so desperately crave for. I think that has a big impact. This is the scary part of growing up.