My condition and fits have become too severe to care for anyone but myself. A heartbreaking decision, I had to return Suzie. Her welfare comes before mine. I didn’t have it in me to exercise and care for her as she needed long term, and the pressure of not being enough was eating at me. I had to make the call before I got too attached.
I'm done trying. In the span of two months I've lost...nearly everything that matters to me, because of my condition. I won’t burden anyone else.
No more. I've learned my lesson.
I don't want to talk about it. No circumstances. I'm taking quiet time alone or I won't get through this.