i dont really exist

if you think you know me, please leave!!

[skateisawesome]

at what point is an intro post necessary?

OH WELL HERE IT IS!

my name is skate, im a girl, i use she/her pronouns and i have no idea what im doing!!

some fun facts about me are: i play 5 instruments and sing, my favourite colour is blue, i speak some french and i love movies.

my music taste includes: taylor swift, harry styles, hozier, lana del rey, one direction, djo, mitski, noah kahan, deftones, katseye, and many others (also i love to talk about music btw)

i also have mental illness lolsies

most of my posts are me complaining. BUT i made this acc bc i love the osemanverse (mostly solitaire) and i am tori spring forreal.

my asks are open and i love answering literally anything and if you ask a question ill probably fall in love with you or smth

also my messages are open and, yes, i am extremely awkward, i would LOVE LOVE LOVE to be friends !! i need to add that i am bad at remembering tumblr exists and will sometimes disappear, don't fret though i always return!

if youre gonna be mean to pretty much anyone i dont really want you here. just dont be an asshole guys.

anyway have a good day !! :)

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I GOT A CAAARRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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gonna be late cause of my dad im so irritated rah

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either the mcdonald's hiring process requires you to be the dumbest fucking person on the face of the planet

or every mcdonald's employee in my state is determined to become the most ridiculously useless and incompetent people alive

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im listening to the song he used to sing me and oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no

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gang what the fuck i'm gonna text him. i miss him. i've missed him for 9 long months and i don't want to miss him anymore.

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GUYS GUYS GUYS WE HAVE UNTIL MONDAY TO HELP ME CONVINCE MY PARENTS TO GET A CAT!!!!!!!!!!

HELP WHAT DO I SAY TO CONVINCE THEM

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oh no!

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oh my god guys i was having the worst day and i was gonna post all angsty and pissed off at the world but then it got better and now i'm excited to wake up tmrw cause i might get the job i really want

haven't felt like this in months and i know it's probably fleeting but i don't care cause right now i feel good and thats enough for me

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il sorry i keep disappearing im having these dreams where my baby comes back to me and it feels so real when im holding him that all i can do is wake up and cry cause its not real and he's gone.

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hiii i read your intro (apologies) and you're super cool :3 we lowkey like quite a few of the same things soooo do you wanna be friends?

hiii don't be sorry for reading my intro- i posted it so thats on me!!!

we do lowkey seem like really similar people and i would LOVE to be friends!!!!!!!!! u also seem really #cool and #nice so heck yeah :)

i should just say that u actually reminded me to update my intro so feel free to gather more accurate information if you'd like a reread lol

[betterunderthestars]

YIPPIIEEE thank u i do hope to consider myself #cool and #nice!! and i'm glad to be of help haha i reread it and i lowkey can't remember what it was like before... i have the memory of a fish

anywaayyss how's your day been??

[skateisawesome]

i mean basically the only thing that changed is that i'm not a minor or in high school anymore my interests haven't changed in years lmao

my day has been good actually! i got a job interview which i'm excited for and i had a really delicious lunch so it was a win for me

how has your day been!

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ah twin, so glad im out of highschool 😎

oo good luck on the job!! hope you get it :) in glad your day was good, what did you have for lunch i'm intruiged

my day started about half an hour ago but so far it's been good! forgot to chatge my phone tho but its fine i'll (hopefully) remember to charge it before i leave later. but other than that its veeryy sunny today so i'm feeling quite nice for once!

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thanks for the luck i need it!! the interview is next week and it's my first job ever so im #scared

i had homemade rice paper rolls for lunch! my fav part is the satay sauce it's my favourite food at the moment i would literally commit crimes for a bowl

well i hope you remembered to charge your phone ahah! ugh i love sunny days they're goated, is it a once off day or it is nearly summer for you? also glad to hear you were feeling nice!!

[betterunderthestars]

i'd give you advice but i've never had a job either sooo im bit useless on that

that lunch sounds delish omg but i haven't tried sayay sauce so maybe this is my sign to try it...

i did infact remember to charge my phone luckily :D i have no idea, i live in the uk so for all i know it could be snowing in the morning and like the sahara desert in the afternoon. for example it was 2°c this morning but sunny and now its around 13°c and still sunny. but i see BLUE SKIES so im hoping for nearly summer - it's officially spring today so we're getting there!!

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thats alright i'll figure it out!! also YES try satay sauce!!! it's not for everyone but i would die for it im literally making more tomorrow or maybe today if i can be bothered lmao

oh i completely get the unpredictable weather my city is known for that! and damn i'm literally across the world from you, i'm in australia so it's autumn and getting colder so enjoy our warm weather 😔

kidding summer is peak and hopefully you'll get some alright weather!!!

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AUSTRALIA?? that's so cool!! gosh i miss autumn, it's my favourite season but spring comes second. i like summer but i HATE being madly hot cause then i get bothered >:( but it's still sunny today and i loooovveeeee spring/summer nights so that's what i'm excited for!!

btw do you encounter spiders much?? because i would die to go to australia but i'm afraid of spiders 💔

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i think maybe we get different autumn's cause ours is just damp and cold. none of those pretty coloured leaves or slight drizzle it's only ever torrential downpour 😐

#cannotrelate i love summer i love warm i love melting i love 45 degrees summers GOATED, does summer get particularly warm where u live?

well i live on a farm part of the year sooo spiders galore and all sorts of wildlife things! BUT in my suburban home i see maybe one every two months??? or less? and just long legs not like proper spiders or anything

i actually have always wondered do people overseas rlly think we have lots of spiders and snakes and creatures??????

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hiii i read your intro (apologies) and you're super cool :3 we lowkey like quite a few of the same things soooo do you wanna be friends?

hiii don't be sorry for reading my intro- i posted it so thats on me!!!

we do lowkey seem like really similar people and i would LOVE to be friends!!!!!!!!! u also seem really #cool and #nice so heck yeah :)

i should just say that u actually reminded me to update my intro so feel free to gather more accurate information if you'd like a reread lol

[betterunderthestars]

YIPPIIEEE thank u i do hope to consider myself #cool and #nice!! and i'm glad to be of help haha i reread it and i lowkey can't remember what it was like before... i have the memory of a fish

anywaayyss how's your day been??

[skateisawesome]

i mean basically the only thing that changed is that i'm not a minor or in high school anymore my interests haven't changed in years lmao

my day has been good actually! i got a job interview which i'm excited for and i had a really delicious lunch so it was a win for me

how has your day been!

[betterunderthestars]

ah twin, so glad im out of highschool 😎

oo good luck on the job!! hope you get it :) in glad your day was good, what did you have for lunch i'm intruiged

my day started about half an hour ago but so far it's been good! forgot to chatge my phone tho but its fine i'll (hopefully) remember to charge it before i leave later. but other than that its veeryy sunny today so i'm feeling quite nice for once!

[skateisawesome]

thanks for the luck i need it!! the interview is next week and it's my first job ever so im #scared

i had homemade rice paper rolls for lunch! my fav part is the satay sauce it's my favourite food at the moment i would literally commit crimes for a bowl

well i hope you remembered to charge your phone ahah! ugh i love sunny days they're goated, is it a once off day or it is nearly summer for you? also glad to hear you were feeling nice!!

[betterunderthestars]

i'd give you advice but i've never had a job either sooo im bit useless on that

that lunch sounds delish omg but i haven't tried sayay sauce so maybe this is my sign to try it...

i did infact remember to charge my phone luckily :D i have no idea, i live in the uk so for all i know it could be snowing in the morning and like the sahara desert in the afternoon. for example it was 2°c this morning but sunny and now its around 13°c and still sunny. but i see BLUE SKIES so im hoping for nearly summer - it's officially spring today so we're getting there!!

[skateisawesome]

thats alright i'll figure it out!! also YES try satay sauce!!! it's not for everyone but i would die for it im literally making more tomorrow or maybe today if i can be bothered lmao

oh i completely get the unpredictable weather my city is known for that! and damn i'm literally across the world from you, i'm in australia so it's autumn and getting colder so enjoy our warm weather 😔

kidding summer is peak and hopefully you'll get some alright weather!!!

[skateisawesome]

hiii i read your intro (apologies) and you're super cool :3 we lowkey like quite a few of the same things soooo do you wanna be friends?

hiii don't be sorry for reading my intro- i posted it so thats on me!!!

we do lowkey seem like really similar people and i would LOVE to be friends!!!!!!!!! u also seem really #cool and #nice so heck yeah :)

i should just say that u actually reminded me to update my intro so feel free to gather more accurate information if you'd like a reread lol

[betterunderthestars]

YIPPIIEEE thank u i do hope to consider myself #cool and #nice!! and i'm glad to be of help haha i reread it and i lowkey can't remember what it was like before... i have the memory of a fish

anywaayyss how's your day been??

[skateisawesome]

i mean basically the only thing that changed is that i'm not a minor or in high school anymore my interests haven't changed in years lmao

my day has been good actually! i got a job interview which i'm excited for and i had a really delicious lunch so it was a win for me

how has your day been!

[betterunderthestars]

ah twin, so glad im out of highschool 😎

oo good luck on the job!! hope you get it :) in glad your day was good, what did you have for lunch i'm intruiged

my day started about half an hour ago but so far it's been good! forgot to chatge my phone tho but its fine i'll (hopefully) remember to charge it before i leave later. but other than that its veeryy sunny today so i'm feeling quite nice for once!

[skateisawesome]

thanks for the luck i need it!! the interview is next week and it's my first job ever so im #scared

i had homemade rice paper rolls for lunch! my fav part is the satay sauce it's my favourite food at the moment i would literally commit crimes for a bowl

well i hope you remembered to charge your phone ahah! ugh i love sunny days they're goated, is it a once off day or it is nearly summer for you? also glad to hear you were feeling nice!!

[skateisawesome]

hiii i read your intro (apologies) and you're super cool :3 we lowkey like quite a few of the same things soooo do you wanna be friends?

hiii don't be sorry for reading my intro- i posted it so thats on me!!!

we do lowkey seem like really similar people and i would LOVE to be friends!!!!!!!!! u also seem really #cool and #nice so heck yeah :)

i should just say that u actually reminded me to update my intro so feel free to gather more accurate information if you'd like a reread lol

[betterunderthestars]

YIPPIIEEE thank u i do hope to consider myself #cool and #nice!! and i'm glad to be of help haha i reread it and i lowkey can't remember what it was like before... i have the memory of a fish

anywaayyss how's your day been??

[skateisawesome]

i mean basically the only thing that changed is that i'm not a minor or in high school anymore my interests haven't changed in years lmao

my day has been good actually! i got a job interview which i'm excited for and i had a really delicious lunch so it was a win for me

how has your day been!

[skateisawesome]

hiii i read your intro (apologies) and you're super cool :3 we lowkey like quite a few of the same things soooo do you wanna be friends?

hiii don't be sorry for reading my intro- i posted it so thats on me!!!

we do lowkey seem like really similar people and i would LOVE to be friends!!!!!!!!! u also seem really #cool and #nice so heck yeah :)

i should just say that u actually reminded me to update my intro so feel free to gather more accurate information if you'd like a reread lol

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sometimes i think about my childhood friend and how his step sister died.

i think about how she was 8.

i think about how it was technically her best friend's fault.

then i try and do anything but think about her.

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why have i thrown up more this year than i have in the last 4 combined. what's wrong with me this is hell