Have you ever wished to go back in the past? I wished and I’m still hoping that it would be granted. I can still remember that I have the same wish ever since I was a kid until now. This my simple wish before until this time…
‘‘I wish that someday my family will be complete and happy again’’.
It’s simple, but it has a story behind it. I know we have also different kinds of wishes with different kinds of story, but in my wish, I cannot tell you the whole story because it’s a long story, but for you to know about that particular wish I am still hoping until now….Because I love my family, that’s why I’m still holding it tightly. Maybe you are also holding on your hope like me. It’s not bad to have hope, it is good because it makes you strong. Because maybe you are also hoping until now that maybe someday your wishes will be granted to. Don’t give up on hoping my dear!
How long have you been wishing? Is it that long? Mine? Oh, it’s been 10 years. Yeah, that’s true, I was so strong right? If you thought that I’m strong, you were wrong, you know there are times when I was weak and helpless; I also felt sadness most of the time when I’m alone, I know you are also sad sometimes because you are alone, but it doesn’t mean that you need to give up on hoping, in the other hand it means that you need to keep yourself strong like a rock and keep smiling. Don’t let negative things ruin your happy hope. Smile my dear!
Have you tried to give up and destroy yourself because of your failed wish? I did. That was the time when I almost killed myself inside my room. I was crying, because I was hurt and I was losing hope, but something popped into my mind, the words that my mom told me before that I need to keep myself strong and don’t let things ruin my life. Every time your wishes are failed, don’t think that it’s worthless. Your wishes maybe failed today, but maybe the next day or someday it would be granted. Don’t lose your hope!
“Past is past” words that people believe on but, I don’t believe in that because I keep on repeating it daily and even though I have painful past it’s still important for me because that was the only time that I felt happy and complete. I’m still blessed because God is always comforting me through thick or thin. I know you have God in your heart and I know you love him too just like mine. God never failed to leave you; he is always there to comfort you. Believe me. Just keep on hoping, you’re a blessing!
There are some wishes that are not meant to happen, but may I just ask you… have you ever let go of your wishes and just move on with it? Losing hope and just living out a new life? Honestly, I almost thought of doing that, but I realized that I still have that love and hope inside my heart. As I write these things, I realized that there are two ways to live your life. 1. If you keep on hoping you will be successful on what life you want; 2. If you gave up early you can’t reach what you want in life. As I end this, I just want you to know that you are such a wonderful blessing, don’t lose your hope. Be strong.
