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[beatlezman1a]

Might vanish for a bit soon again since i’m busy, but i will probably come back if i feel like it, will probably still retweet things if i feel like it

[beatlezman1a]

Also the oc art i draw, ofc i still draw art of my ocs that tlak on heavier topics, they existed in the first place because i myself am a victim of said topics. They are more then just the topics they have, and i don’t want anyone interacting with me who thinks its “hot” or anything this is literally from my own struggles, and i dont want people to boil them down to said topic thats in their stories. Characters can be complex!!

yes i have drawn questionable things in the past and sexualized topics in the past and i shouldn’t have, ofc i don’t do that now. I actually take time to write a character. I just don’t see why a character has to only be portraying that specific thing and they can’t have depth. real abusers and victims have depth.

more people should take time to actually learn about what they write and take time to write it, and not just do it to be edgy.

[beatlezman1a]

Please stop calling me she i’m not a woman i use it/its why r u guys always transphobic to me and can’t respect my pronouns you know i’m not a woman

[beatlezman1a]

INTRO

hello! my name is Ayesha

i am 18 yrs old. feb 21st 2008 love my bf vin! - ♡ 7/27/24 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

i use it/its, i am aroace , poly and bigender.

autistic + npd n bpd. i lack the ability to feel sympathy for others and i struggle with understanding how others may feel. despite me being mature in some areas i can be mentally regressed in others, this is something i can't control and have to live with.

i'm a osdd/did sys, i will not always act the same and multiple different people post on my socials, i don't make it clear whos posting who, but not all of them act like me (the host) or mask as me.

i do not have a good past and i have made up for it and am changing as a person. please do not bring it up as neither me or the other ppl want it brought up anymore we want to move on.

i am anti harassment + pro recovery. i think everyone can change and become a better person if they try.

here is my strawpage - https://katherineco.straw.page

toyhouse - https://toyhou.se/beatlezman1a main twitter - https://x.com/sanderswii

ABOUT ME!!

fashion wise i like 2000's mcbling, playboy, 70's and 60's fashion, etc.

i like a lot of things, but my main interest rn is creepypastas , EMH , psychology, outlast , fashion , science , etc most of my art and ocs are meant for people who can handle mature topics, my stories deal with .. religious trauma , addiction , abusers , etc . please do not romanticize my ocs or my bfs :-( some of these characters deal with struggles i have went through and are meant to help myself deal and heal from these struggles, while also bringing such topics to light.

i do a lot of art, digital , traditional, sewing , felting , etc. i also know somewhat about how to do html!!

DNI

PEDOS , ZOOS , ENDOS , RADQUEERS , PPL UNDER 18 , SHIP DISCOURSE / PRO/ANTI DISCOURSE , ANALBONES FANS , WEIRD FUCKING PEOPLE