maybe i’m writing this in letter format because it’s a little easier for me to write down what i really need to say without cryin. maybe the thought you’ll only read this in 3 or 4 months ( like letters work, especially if i’d be sending it to where you live ) makes me feel a little better. much like with nana, i can’t really ... put into words how much you mean to me. it’s hard to think of myself still in this community without you here though. you have the only the purest heart i’ve known n that alone makes anything worth it for you. i hope you know that i’ll always hold your hand, i’ll always be here for you, for the good, the bad, and the ugly. i promise to always be in a reach of a message, or a call, and whenever you need me. i’m sorry if i ever hurt you, if i ever said something that upsetted you, because you deserve all the happiness in the world. i’m so glad nana realized what she was missin’, i’m glad you guys got to talk. i’m glad things, despite everything, are going super good for you. and if they aren’t, i’m here. i love you.