It leaves me truly mind fucked.
I care so much about the people in my life, I truly do, I do anything and everything I can for them, yet they can't oversee the fact I've got an attitude, that I'm human and can be negative, LIKE THEYRE NOT, like I'm never positive is what they make it seem, like I never laugh and love and enjoy our time, they can only see all my flaws perfectly, but won't cut me a break, when holy FUCK have I cut every break I fucking could, and bit my tounge, when I can point out all the dicks in their pants but don't, because I give a fuck about who they are, not the way they act, but I guess I lucked out on finding people like that in my life. I should have had directions written for me the day I was born so I never step on anyone's toes, piss anyone off. I just don't fucking get it, specifically some than others. I guess how much you care about someone amounts to nothing, when you're negative, guess I should change? Well, I will when they do, just because it's not pointed out doesn't mean you're fucking perfect. I don't hope I get better, because there's nothing wrong with me, Infact it's the other way around. I am good enough. And I'm not going to bring myself down because of someone else's views on me anymore, if I'm left alone, because of me, so fucking be it, you were born alone, you die alone. No one gets out alive anyways. I'm done.