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The long awaited Ben headcanons are finally here, enjoy 🤭
BEN Drowned Headcanons
Appearance
He’s about 5'8, wiry and deceptively strong. Doesn’t look like much in clothes, just another lazy disheveled man in his twenties - but when he strips down, you can see the definition that comes from naturally high energy and a restless, twitchy kind of physicality
His hair is light blonde, always just a little too long. He cuts it himself when it annoys him, so it’s uneven - strands curling toward his jaw, especially at the nape of his neck and around his ears. It stays a little greasy because he touches it constantly
His face is sharp with a hint of something wild under the surface. There’s a cocky curl to his mouth and a look in his eyes that says he’s always thinking something he won’t say out loud
His eyes are a flat, faded green-gray. They look like they’ve been washed out by too many screens, too many hours in the dark. They don’t match his energy - they’re still and cold. Watching. Like he’s running calculations behind them
He dresses like someone who hasn’t thought about fashion once in his life. Oversized t-shirts with faded graphics, ratty hoodies, loose sweatpants, basketball shorts. Most of it smells faintly like weed and incense. You know when he’s been in a room
General Behavior
Ben tends to be the loudest person in the room when he's in a good mood, which he usually is. He’s cracking jokes, stirring the pot, leaning into his obnoxious charm
He’s a smart-ass by default. Every conversation is a chance to tease, test, poke at people until they break or bite. He doesn’t get under people’s skin, he slithers in and makes himself comfortable
Very funny and very up to date on what is trending. Think meme-core ADHD brain, he practically talks in meme references and dark niche jokes
He’s a gamer. He plays obsessively. Can hyperfocus for hours on end. Very analytical. Learns systems fast. Sees patterns others miss
Sleeps in bursts. Three hours here, five hours there. He’s most alive between 1AM and sunrise, when everything’s quiet and weird and no one’s expecting anything from him
Smokes to calm down. Smokes to sleep. Smokes to think. He rolls tight, clean joints, lights them with care, and exhales like he’s meditating. Has very strict opinions on strains
Big vaper. Always got one in his hand or tucked behind his ear. Blows thick clouds without even thinking about it, usually mid-sentence. He’s picky about flavors - cherry is his favorite, sweet and sharp, leaves the taste of candy on his tongue and in your mouth when he kisses you. Occasionally rotates in weird ones, but cherry’s the one he always comes back to
Banters with everyone. Rarely takes anything seriously until he does - and then it’s all-in, zero chill, laser focus
Close to Jeff. They get high together, talk shit, and probably have the kind of silent bond where you both laugh at something no one else understands. Though Ben can find him arrogant and mean, he does enjoy his company
Ben and Jeff started off with a simple exchange - Ben supplied him drugs he’d scored off the internet, Jeff paid - but somewhere between the bloodstained cash and smoke breaks in silence, it shifted into something closer. They don’t call it friendship, but whatever it is, it’s a bond sharp enough to cut with
Calls everyone bitch. Doesn’t matter if he loves you, hates you, just met you, or wants to fuck - bitch is universal. It’s a greeting, a compliment, an insult, a flirt. He says it with a grin, with a snort, with zero hesitation. “Pass me the lighter, bitch.” “You look good, bitch.” “Shut up, bitch.” It’s not disrespectful, it’s just Ben. If he stops calling you that? Worry
Ben doesn’t get in fights often. He lets people think he’s not a threat. Is very much a peacemaker in the house, as long as no one is actively provoking him
Girls in revealing clothes are his weakness - full stop. Bare thighs, crop tops, cleavage peeking through? He notices everything. Tracks every sway of a short skirt, every inch of exposed skin like it’s his religion
Random Details
He’s smarter than people give him credit for, actually brilliant when it comes to logic, patterns, numbers. Coding is second nature to him, like a language he was born speaking. He could hack your phone while getting head and not miss a line of code
Ben keeps his room dim, cluttered, warm. Lights, old consoles stacked under the bed, vape clouds curling through the air. There’s always some trap beat playing in the background
Lives off monster energy drinks. Always has a can nearby, half-drank and warm, uses empty cans as ashtrays. His favorite flavor is the white one, probably downs two before noon. It’s part of his personality at this point. Cracks one open like it’s a cold beer, slurps it mid-argument, probably mixes it with vodka when he’s feeling reckless. His desk has a graveyard of empties
He’s into weird, niche anime - not the mainstream stuff, but the shit you’ve never heard of. Psychological horror, ultra-violent OVAs from the '90s, sad slice-of-life that ends in tragedy
His hands are always doing something. Spinning a coin. Tapping a rhythm. Rolling a joint. Cracking his knuckles
Hoarder of weird things. Old tech, broken DS cartridges, half-dead lighters, coins from vending machines. Everything means something to him
Will flirt with anything that breathes, but you’ll know when it’s you he’s serious about - because the teasing gets meaner, and the silence between the jokes gets heavier
Loves rap music, but it’s all very mood-specific. Think sadboy stuff: lil peep, xxxtentacion, juice wrld, trippie redd, blackbear. Late-night haze music that sounds heavenly with a blunt. Mix that with hiphop and r&b tracks, stuff like chief keef, kanye west, future, partynextdoor, the kind of songs you might smoke or fuck to. And always, always some 90s classics in the mix: biggie, snoop, outkast
Surprisingly observant. Notices mood shifts, voice changes, body language. He reads people like patterns. You can’t lie to him
When he likes you, he talks shit to your face and defends you when you’re not around. Will fight someone for you without you knowing it happened
NSFW (18+)
Ben is filthy. A pervert. Absolutely obsessed with sex, porn, the psychology of it. Watches everything from amateur videos to hardcore kink compilations
Ass man. Through and through. Loves when it jiggles. Watches it bounce like it owes him something. He’ll ask you to twerk on him - lazy, grinning, high as hell - just so he can sit back and enjoy the view, hands on your hips, telling you don’t stop even if he’s already hard
He’s absolutely the guy who thinks he’s in a music video - leaned back, lips parted, blowing smoke while your ass is in his face, hands full, bass thumping like it’s timed to your grind. He’ll moan like it’s a hook, slap your thigh in rhythm, and say shit like “run that back” just to watch you do it again
Jerks off daily. Sometimes multiple times. Has a high libido and a curious streak that borders on reckless. He’s tried it all, at least once
Loves blowjobs more than anything. It’s not just the act, it’s the submission, the eye contact. He talks you through it, laughs when you gag, praises you when you choke
Face sitting is a genuine kink. Like, seriously. He wants to be crushed. Suffocated. Drowned in your ass. He’ll grab you and grind you down harder, moaning into it like he needs to be used
Switch-leaning-dom. Loves being used, but if you give him control, he ruins you. Smirks while you beg. Makes you say thank you
Mutual pleasure king. Loves watching you touch yourself. Loves watching you react. Will hold you open and stare
Verbal. Not just dirty talk, but filth. Can describe exactly what he’s doing to you, what he’s going to do next, and why you’re already shaking
Experimental in bed. Down to try anything once. Some things he’ll love. Some he’ll hate. But the curiosity is real, and the enthusiasm is genuine
Loves girls who are open-minded and eager to try new things. Bonus points if you take initiative, tease him, ride his face, send him nudes while he’s out
