Hidden secrets
Joshua martin x secret!gf!reader
Summary: Josh takes advantage of Lindsay being away
Content warning : smut, age gap, cheating, secret relationship, p in v, unprotected sex(wrap it before you tap it), daddy kink, soft dom josh?,pet names, dirty talk, kissing
The door shuts with a soft click as you barely lift a foot to shed your shoes
“Hey baby” Josh’s voice floats from the living room, warm and low
Before you can steady yourself he’s already there, his hand at your waist
“There you are” he murmurs, pulling you just a little closer “Missed you”
You glance up, trying not to tilt into a grin “It’s only been a few hours”
“Mhm” he hums, not fully convinced. His thumb slides along your cheek, slow and attentive “Still counts angel”
“Lindsay’s not here?” you ask
Josh lets out a breath through his nose, a blend of scoff and relief
“Seoul” he says simply “Some clinic. Skin treatment, detox, whatever they’re calling it now”
You tilt your head slightly “That far?”
“She wanted ‘a reset’“he mutters, his fingers tracing air quotes “Didn’t argue”
Of course he didn’t. Distance was the easiest peace they’d had in a while
His hand lingers at your waist “Means I get you all to myself for a bit” he adds casually
You raise an eyebrow “Oh, is that so?”
“Mhm” His lips twitch slightly “No interruptions. No pretending”
“You’re not worried?” you ask
“About what?”
You gesture vaguely “Someone finding out”
“I’m careful” he says, then softer “And I trust you”
“Come on” he says after a moment, nudging you toward the kitchen “Did you eat?”
You hesitate “…No”
He exhales, head nodding almost fondly “What did I say, hm?”
You groan softly “Josh-”
“No, don’t start” he cuts in, guiding you to sit “You don’t skip meals. Not when you’re with me”
You sit, of course you do.
“Good girl” he murmurs, almost under his breath
You watch him glide around the kitchen, sleeves rolled up
“Been busy?” You ask
“Always” he shrugs. “Meetings, calls… people talking in circles”
“Sounds exhausting”
“It is” He glances back at you “You’re better”
You offer a faint smile “That’s a low bar”
“Don’t ruin it” he mutters, though a hint of amusement trembles in his voice
He sets a plate before you, nudging it closer “Eat”
You take a bite, studying him as he leans against the counter again, arms crossed, eyes fixed on you.
“You’re staring”
“Yeah” he says simply “I like looking at you”
You roll your eyes and bite the inside of your cheek, trying to hide your smile.
“You staying tonight?” he asks
You glance up “You want me here ?”
“Always want you here sweetheart”
After you eat, you two just chill, watching movie, but Josh isn’t really paying attention, He’s more focused on you, Hand resting on your thighs drawing invisible circles
You murmur softly, not taking your eyes from the screen “You’re not focusing”
A soft exhale escapes him, almost a laugh “Neither are you”
“You keep getting distracted” you whisper
His eyes finally lift to meet yours “Yeah?” he murmurs, then softer “Maybe I’ve got better things to focus on”
“Come here” He draws you into his lap, and the world between you melts away. His nose dusts yours, then he presses a soft kiss to you. At first, it’s gentle, a whispered drift of lips. Then his kiss deepens, his hand finding its way beneath your shirt, tracing the warmth of your skin
He parts the kiss with a rough murmur, “Oh baby…” the sound low and tremulous. His thumb chips away at the quiet along your leg, slower now, almost trance like grounding himself through touch
“You have no idea” He exhales, a sly shake of the head, as if amused by his own longing “how badly I want you right now
A coy smile slips onto your lips “You talk too much” You lean closer, voice dipping“Show me instead
He groans and drags you into another kiss, brushing your bottom lip, His hair skimms your skin as he begins to kiss along your neck. Your slender fingers find his back, pulling him closer, pressing your body against his. You answer his hunger with a kiss of your own, a hungry sharing of breath, a spark on your lips as saliva glints between you. His stubble grates softly against your chin. His hands anchor to your hips as he sinks back into the couch, savoring the attention you pour into him.
He shed your shirt, leaving only bra and jeans. A choke of sound escapes him before he clears his throat “God, you’re beautiful” he murmurs, eyes tracing your figure
“Wanna take this upstairs?” you ask with a tilt of your head.
You nod
Without another word, One arm slid beneath your knees, the other cradle braced your back, lifting you with effortless ease. Your cheek found a soft rest against his chest as he carried you through the hushed quiet of the house.
Gently, he lowered you onto the bed, Then drew near and started to unbutton his jeans, a raspy whisper escaping him. “Damn, doll… you’re driving me insane” Josh breathed, his hands firm on your hips as you moved together in perfect rhythm. The tension thickened, blossoming into an electric, all-consuming surge, and a soft sound escaped your lips.
You bit down softly on your lip, gripping his shoulders to steady yourself. Your breaths came in even, hushed intervals as your thighs grew heavy with sensation. “F-fuck its so good” you whispered
“This pussy was made for me, yeah?” Josh groaned, your words pressing into him as your body squeezed with his. “Oh fuck, baby” he moaned.
“I need more, please” you moaned, eyes meeting Josh’s intense gaze, tears brimming, lashes fluttering
“Yeah? I don’t think that’s the right way to ask, gorgeous” he murmured, his hands tightening on your hips as he pulled you closer, stopping your motion. He couldn’t hide a sly grin at the squeal you let out when he found that spot that lit you up with stars
“Please daddy I need it, I need it so bad, please I beg you” you whined, nails digging into his shoulders as you ground your hips, chasing friction to still the aching fire inside you.
“That’s it, good girl” he groaned, lifting your legs and slinging them over his shoulders, a new angle letting him sink deeper into that tender, responsive spot
“Fuck… look at that. So beautiful, darling… such a lovely little thing” You whimpered, “Josh please go harder” you pleaded , he snapped, driving forward with brutal depth, your body jolting beneath him “You know I’m not supposed to be fucking you, too young for me to be ruining this pretty little cunt”
You moan louder, tightening around him on purpose. “I love it when you fuck me like this…like I’m your little slut”
He groans “Yeah? Like knowing I’m old enough to be your daddy while my cock is buried deep inside you?
“Yes, yes!-“ you murmur, knees weak. "You’re so much older your cock so big it fills me and make me feels tiny” He presses on, relentlessly chasing his pace, every movement sending tremors through your entire body
Fuck—baby,” he murmurs, filling you as his hips jerk and he cum inside
You came moments later, your pussy milking him dry until your legs give way.
He lingers inside you, a heavy breath brushing your neck as his cold, velvet weight settles. His cock pulses once more before he withdraws from your fluttering core
His Thick warm cum spills out, He nearly moans, reaching to press it back in, craving the closeness your body offers. You lie there, a soft whimper escaping as you brace yourself for the messy aftermath
Later, you’re tucked against him in bed, his arms a warm coil around you “You okay?” he asks
You nod, your cheek meeting his chest “Yeah”
“Good” he says, his fingers tracing lazy, curling patterns along your arm “You’re not allowed to disappear on me, you know that?” he murmurs after a while
You tilt your head “I won’t”
“I know” He pauses.“Just saying”
You offer a faint, curling smile “You’re weird”
“Yeah” he mutters “You like it” His grip tightens just enough to keep you close “Stay tonight”
You nod again, resting against him.
“Good” he whispers into your hair“That’s my girl”
