#beelog

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my new friends ash (bunny) and snow (owl). ash was only three dollars at the thrift store and hes so soft !!!

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there’s so much shame around being a permaregressor for me until i remember that it’s a fluctuating scale + just because i feel like i’m a kid 99% if the time doesnt mean i’m still not technically an adult in her twenties with a real job and real responsibilities who is allowed to participate in adult things like drinking or smoking or whatever else i’d like to do.

being a permakid does not exclude me from my very fun adult activities i enjoy doing. if anything i approach them with a childlike sense of wonder and whimsy and am the most fun at the function of three in my room (me, my cat, and peter the frog)

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.𖥔 ݁ ˖𓅓‧₊˚ ִ☾. O.R

fandom: mash (tv)

olympia rhodes

little / kiddo / teen (depends on her trigger for regression)

general surgeon stationed at the 4077th

regression oftentimes triggered by stress, illness, or fear. sometimes voluntarily for comfort

likes: fuzzy socks, tea, watching people knit (she sucks at it) physical closeness is a must

caregiver: hawkeye pierce

requests/asks: open

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about me.

⋆｡𖦹°‧★ bee / ettie. kiddo. she/her.

☀️𓍯 about this space

💿⋆˙⟡ meant to be a soft kind of blog — cozy, safe, and quiet. 🧺⋆ personal agere / sfw little space (nsfw dni). 🎸⋆ mainly music & memory-coded, lots of 70s vibes, retro imagery, and handmade comforts. 🌿⋆ inspired by fleetwood mac, djats, witchy vibes, and vintage kindness.

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bee’s perfect day vision:

me and some1 who are best friends and can talk about anything ever waking up + getting all of our big stuff done so that we can send pictures to each other of what we’re doing whether it’s coloring or playing games or what video/movie were watching. age regressing together like siblings even worlds apart. maybe even playing games together if we feel good and enough.

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and if i made a multi-chapter fic about olympia learning she regresses + coming to terms with it, what then?

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vent

i have had a migraine off and on since before thanksgiving. i wake up okayish then by the afternoon / mid morning ive got a full blown headache. sometimes if i take some otc medicine it’ll lessen into something bearable but if dont. oh boy. it is over by the time i get home from work. i’m in bed forever and ever bc i’m in so much pain.

and today is just. really hard bc i didn’t even get a few hours. i woke up with a tension headache first thing and it’s just getting worse. and it’s 9:30 am. and i’m already nauseous and my vision is blurry and spotty with stars.

like, this feels like an issue because a migraine that hasn’t turned off in weeks? probably an underlying cause. definitely a sign for proper concern. except i don’t have insurance + i don’t make enough money to go to the doctor out of pocket unless i pick up literally a week worth of extra shifts a month. and the migraine just makes all my other issues flare up. acid reflux, nausea, pain, hives, etc.

and the most nonissue out of all of this is my room is messy and i don’t have the energy to put stuff away. or make my bed. or anything. and my room being messy just tops it off and i wanna crawl into bed and cry my eyes out. i don’t wanna have a migraine anymore. i don’t wanna be in pain. it genuinely just sucks the joy out of everything and i hate it so so so much.

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i don’t want a cg but also i want a cg but i’m chronically socially awkward and i heart being a hermit and not talking for days but it’s also so hard to regress by myself unless it’s a bad day. i want to be tiny and feel small again because being big and being an adult is so exhausting and i want someone to take care of me when i don’t have the spoons to do so