I'm going away for a few days.
I'm placing myself in the hospital... the psychiatric ward, I mean.
I need immediate help, and I need to keep myself safe.
I just want to thank Piper... this is probably new to you but when I see you post you make me smile. Thank you for putting up with me.
Ethan, thank you for just being an awesome person. And thank you for making me smile everyday, even if it was just a little bit and you didn't realize it.
Sierra... thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I love you hun, you give me the strength I need to get through the days. I'm so sorry that I couldn't be who you wanted or needed me to be. And I'm sorry that I couldn't be a better person. I'm just really fucking sorry.
Anna, thank you for giving me the courage I needed to do this.
I'm scared. I'm really, really fucking scared. But I can't keep slicing my thighs everyday in the girls bathroom, either.
To my followers, or to the ones who give a rats ass, I'll be fine: I just need a little help getting through this.
Until later. Stay safe. Stay strong.