MAWsicle melting in Portlandia

My name is MAW, and I'm 22. Her/they/them pronouns, polyamorous.

[mawsicle]

My turtleneck has dogs on sweaters and I’m actually a grandma in disguise. #getoffmylawn https://www.instagram.com/p/Brbl-xWAtmUcG5977rRRGUWwZGVn9n-Jwu_fCw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6if705k5jwee

[mawsicle]

Seal you later https://www.instagram.com/p/BrYKic8gOlaIXLkEoj5JrYkGH2y5JAAM0huaTU0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7o86bjkhzell

[mawsicle]

Just #blueskies ❤️❤️❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/BrBFwWkgU1tGH550Aka1Byp9IxWBW_Fhxlmk_o0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=i2kfmfc3riei

[mawsicle]

It’s #finalsweek and oooooof I am doing my best to feel confident but needless to say I’m quite nervous 😬 I’ll be cutting it a bit too close for comfort in me of my classes and I’ll definitely need to retake medical insurance procedures which is.... not the worst but you can’t blame me for not wanting to retake med insurance. 🙄 this term had so many unexpected challenges that I’m trying to not be too hard on myself. Either way. It’s beautiful today. Cold as fuck. But I’ll take the blue skies. #medicalassistingstudent #lanecommunitycollege #studystudystudy (at Lane Community College) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq77Incg1p9vejCnY0-uIhsf0g16dN8cTukL480/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fxtsq7kpx1wb

[mawsicle]

So I’ve been baking a lot. So here’s a cranberry-orange upside down cake. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq37N9CgzeovEk0_zTBt1PlgfAjGd3nxC8CjAg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=p1rl11lpgujr

[mawsicle]

I made a pie. #applepie https://www.instagram.com/p/BqgT4TmgfdlcaSMRrzmS0WLz3r1qhpJnzmQj7w0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=2kl6oe0n5mg0

[mawsicle]

I’m just thankful this is dog and not smoke. To all my California peeps who are dealing with the fires and the consequences of them, my heart and support goes out to all y’all. Stay safe and be sure to know what to expect should you guys get rain (water+ash will create lye. Protect your pets respectively and if possible, gets your cars under some cover) #californiafires https://www.instagram.com/p/BqaJqQrAw3NGUmdx16t9lI6KcsUpVt_XL1vfcQ0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8adpjvw7h3ny

[mawsicle]

It’s been awhile since I’ve posted food pictures. 😍 this is a favorite from high school, and evolves the more I make it. Chicken broth, whisked eggs which are boiled in the broth to form the sponge-like consistency seen, assorted veggies from the fridge (this time: chard, carrot, baby bokchoy, leeks and scallions). Topped with a healthy amount of lemon juice, ghee, ginger and garlic, and tonight I’m trying some mung bean vermicelli noodle.... ❤️❤️❤️ (at Metzger, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqBZqnbARaCKPD6p2d3p_lGOZTtqKIeGNRU0lQ0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1rojrn1091bb4

[mawsicle]

I put the boys in the display case in the living room, so now they can watch over the apartment just like they always did. ❤️ I miss my #rainbowbridge babies, and with the holidays coming up they are on my mind. Q died Christmas Eve, and Zero died the Friday after Thanksgiving. #rip #dogs #rainbowbridgepets #bostonterrier (at Tigard, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp4nh7GAeeMM0rrU0XblyofuwIblmXcz4xDUgE0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1utuj0azqowy

[mawsicle]

Hello yes but I like this #selfie. Today is gonna be a #goodday... fingers crossed that the new battery we are buying for my truck fixes it, just gotta keep the happy thoughts 👍✨ (at Beaverton, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpzmWdqAT4fBchRug3CmHiYtFUaqqJnd8FrmQc0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=j8b4yl0i5o0h

[mawsicle]

Week 6 and I’m B E A T #school #medicalassisting #medicalassistingstudent (at Lane Community College) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpj-0E9BIdhHdFiIqukS504RL4_okYwQwKoSqE0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1w34jtwt1lbds

[mawsicle]

Been thinking a lot lately... partly this past year, partly my future goals in the medical field (especially now that I’ve passed “Groundhog Day” with the anniversary of breaking my leg), and just kind of all about what it means to me to be in the medical field... kinda shared this on FB already but I woke up thinking about what I wrote for MA orientation about why I wanted to be a medical assistant. The second part of what I wrote wouldn’t format right, but the whole transcript is as follows: “I have spent a very large part of my life feeling like I would never find a place in this world. I certainly never thought that I would either succeed or go back to school. I have recently realized that school is NOT the point... I have spent a good 1/2 of summer ‘18 doing many things, but one of the most revolutionary and transcendental was volunteering at #occupyICE in Portland. Among other things, I felt a great sense of hopelessness and spent much of my time there wondering if going back to school was the best use of my time. But, school is not the point... I want to be a #medicalassistant because I love my fellow humans. My fellow women, immigrants, the chronically ill, disabled, my fellow comrades. I want to be a MA because eventually, I maybe want to be a nurse. I want to be there to help my comrades on the front lines. I want to be there for my friends who don’t understand what is happening to their bodies. I deeply wish to continue to emphasize with my fellow humanity. I want to be a MA because maybe, someday, I can help fight the injustices in our medical system. So that everyone can get the medication they need. So that they don’t have to fight the insurance companies, maybe. So that maybe at least ONE person can have someone advocate for them... even if they don’t know what it is they are struggling with. I want to be a MA because everyone deserves love and care in their lives. Because EVERYONE deserves to be healthy. I want to be a MA because I love this planet. Because I love humanity. Maybe my place in life isn’t as a nurse, maybe not as an MA, but it’s as a human. And right now, being a Medical Assistant is the best way for me to be human. ❤️ (at Eugene, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpVAUhEgWWpfLIohbUwAtL1-OQxS2wRf6O60-80/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14esd4eifr6f1

[tchaikovskaya]

its really such an indescribable headspace going on long roadtrips in america (but not taking the scenic highways just using the interstates) like the road looks the same for hours. maybe you start driving into the mountains or you’re going out west and you go from plains to mountains to desert, but for the most part it just looks like trees and two stretches of asphalt for as far as you can see. you pull off at an exit to get something to eat or to get gas and it looks the same as every interstate exit you’ve ever been to. the stores might be different, maybe theres a burger king here where there was a mcdonalds at the last one. maybe its a different gas station chain. there’s a few strip malls but no two have the exact same stores. but it’s all the same. it all feels the same. there is no true sensory indication of where you are. you are both nowhere and anywhere. 

[tchaikovskaya]

[mawsicle]

Getting lost in the corn maize 😍🤣 #sauvieisland #cornmaize #pdx #portlandoregon (at The MAiZE at the Pumpkin Patch) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpIhGV7hJ1xRKfAx-eeEXUNl-6LlLtOHftE-KQ0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1v9kadvi0bb6z

[mawsicle]

Week 4 done. Today marks the 1 year anniversary of breaking my leg. Not planning on any concerts this year. Gonna celebrate by doing some serious homework and preparing for the LCMA netting tomorrow evening, and thinking about conversations, questions and concerns for the advisory meeting for the MA program at LCC next week (which I am thankful that I was given the opportunity to represent the 2018-19 MA class once again after having to pull out last year. I’m excited. I’m happy. I’m proud I’m here. https://www.instagram.com/p/BpC8nH0BmtmYFOZajeMlJY85lJFqi4UPO4-FVw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1f42vi76uwcf9

[mawsicle]

So it’s been awhile since I’ve dont a health update so WHY NOT. ❤️ *** I reached my GOAL WEIGHT! I very well may have been at weight for a little bit, but I am still super proud and SO HAPPY to be able to say that I finally hit 120lbs, which is my healthy low. Still hoping to get closer to 125, but doesn’t change the fact that I am in my healthy weight range. *** WOW it’s just a few days short of the 1 year anniversary to breaking my leg! Wow! Crazy. I have a lot of thoughts on that, which I won’t put all down right now. But I am still so grateful to the people who stuck by my side during that entire nightmare. Things would be a lot different without all of you. *** As with life, I feel like my gut is ever changing. And just like life, it seems to be on the up and up... and I can’t wait to see what food adventures open up to me these next few months! (at Rockcreek, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo72FlGh-KN4wMgTAABWA3I7halP1902GT4Z3w0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=vparwhd333l2

[mawsicle]

Oh my gosh, finally received @bribrioverhere and I’s wedding photos! I will post more at some point, and especially on FB, but I seriously CAN NOT get over these photos of my brother and I 😍 he is so near and dear to my heart, I’m so happy and thankful I have someone as amazing as him to celebrate not just my special day, but the rest of our lives together as well. ❤️ Photo credits go to @ashgabes_photography #family #weddingday #weddingphotos #walkerrileywedding2018 #brotherandsister #siblings https://www.instagram.com/p/BouLcmuhEe4t3T3x-uSZBrl00YcriZTGZJv40o0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lc1y65g5om7j