#beepony

[apricotposting]

favorite numbers

[ask-the-equuleus-verse]

HunnyBun a sticky sweet friend of the bees. Leaves a trail of bittersweet honey everywhere she goes. She’s the bees knees lol. Got her from ThatOneNiceKitty on deviantart.

Had a little motivation today so I drew a little something. I hope you all like it and have a lovely day ^^

[rayshippouuchiha]

@lil trash mouth: I keep seeing izu in my mind's eye as pacman only he's eating flies instead of dots and the ghosts are all afraid of him.

Yeah that checks

[dumbwoofer]

BEEPONNYYY

[cyb-by-lang]

i know ive said this before but i love your whole OSF universe so much. SO MUCH. thank you for writing it.

Aw, thank you.

[beepony]

angry boy concept and edited version (closer to canon)

for my fave horror writer, @introspectiveinquisitor

[baunted]

this keeps reblogging to the wrong blog......

anyways i love deku and daymare and drawing the cute lil cinnamon roll

[veliseraptor]

hello! i'm reading life in reverse again and have a few questions. when loki tells jane about who he is and they have "the convo" what is going through her mind? i can guess but i'd like to see it in your words. also will there be any more hinted relationships in the fic other than friendships? i expect not, but i just wanna confirm.

hello! I actually have written a bit of a fic about Jane’s reaction to that conversation - two fics, in fact. One from Darcy’s point-of-view and one from Jane’s. (Sometimes I play with the idea of linking these in the actual fic but I do kind of enjoy having some things that are ~exclusive~ to you people who...put up with my blog on a regular basis. Bonus content, as it were. 

In more meta terms, though - basically it turns a lot of things she thought she knew upside down. It seriously freaks her out, because it is scary - the way Loki acts in that chapter and during that conversation is...more than a little unhinged. It’s also a pretty dramatic change from the short explanation he gave her before that painted things in a pretty simplistic light, which complicates her understanding of events, and she honestly doesn’t know what to think - about what he said about Thor, about Asgard, and about himself. 

Prior to that conversation, she thought Loki was one thing, and then it turns out that he’s another thing altogether - literally. That’s alarming, and confusing. It requires some rearranging of what she thought she knew. 

And there’s also...the way Loki talks about Frost Giants is immensely uncomfortable to anyone familiar with Earth racism, which of course Jane is. He is, on some level, advocating genocide, and the way he talks about it makes it clear that he doesn’t even see it that way. He sees it as being on the same level as people have seen the extinction of wolves - the eradication of a dangerous animal. 

On the other hand, that hatred and disgust is also clearly pointed inward - he doesn’t see himself as an exception; if anything, he sees himself as proof. Jane is simultaneously disgusted by the former and horrified by the latter. 

She’s not made of stone - she is, in fact, a very compassionate person - and seeing someone with that level of self-loathing is hard to deal with. 

All of this taken together is what means that she decides to give Loki another chance, even after everything. Because in addition to the need to save the Earth and her thirst for the knowledge Loki has, there’s also the fact that Jane can understand where Loki’s coming from, and that means something to her.