a conundrum
Guess who needs to start paying for groceries with a credit card by the end of the week?
The twist is, I have a fairly large sum sitting in one of my bank accounts, and a small part of it I'm supposed to pay to myself as a fee for work I'm doing, and that would see me through till the end of August/payday, but technically I shouldn't be paying it to myself before the 29th.
I probably could make it look right on paper, but I think I'll delay stooping to that level for as long as I can. Just to not face what a fuckup I am.
On the upside, things concerning work aren't looking as disastrous right now as they seemed last week.
Also, I've been keeping my sugar/simple carb intake as down as I can for several days now, with surprisingly little problems. Figured it might be contributing to a mysterious, nagging health problem after I had a painful flareup hours after a carefree sugar binge, and not wanting to be in pain is apparently a great motivator. Losing some weight could be a welcome side effect, although these days I mostly just hate my face.